I CAN NOT STOP PURGING THOSE LIES SO EVIL PLANTED IN MY OWN DEAD BODY

How very much I would not feel this way inside of my own body

In knowing the truthful misassessed judgement of what is good

And what I thought once so confusingly what is evil

I so filled with wretched blackened intentions of you who I was a devoted and worthless slave who must

Clean those toilets you sat on purging your vile excrements

And now I so loathe your living love

With violence and stormy waters of seas which want only to hate you so perfectly drowned

Just to one time see you hurt a moment

As lifetimes seconds I spent existing in the absence of all things beautiful inside

How much I know now that turns my stomach vimitously angrily set to wretch out your own spirit left inside me in scars on my veiny arms to show my own actions in factual representation of all I have NEVER ONCE FELT INSIDE

Because your lovingly emptying of my inner beauty

And your water soaked campfire spirits

Did all you could to extinguish my little light inside

And how miserably you failed

And left scars inside which cover every surface of my soul

And now you chose mistakenly to make me

A

Nemesis

To your life

And made me feel like picking your life apart as the garage sale rubbish bins you love life to be

As you pile hundred dollar bills inside your refrigerator sized numerical safe

And I know how much you have done

To me

Now I am hating your soul

So beautifully

And I live above caring for you

And will take your world apart

And jail you

If I am feeling merciful

And do not feel like prosecution of your world

In gas chamber ending

To your inflicted wickedness

In my own suicidal struggles

#Thesefuckingmonkeys

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