You care not to know about real mental health nightmares
You choose to believe those mountains do never need to be climbed
You choose to pay with deadly intentions deadly and evil smiling assassination attempts without respite
You take away my quality of life in my own healthy achievements
And thrust me headlong into crisis management navigation just to reach my own medical prescriptions
You choose to steal my souls fire by carelessly imposing broken promises in words through text appear so beautiful and well spoken in my own craving just a moment of you allowing me to survive
Just one precious restful moment away from your living love murderous poisons written to appear so godlike
Saying in text
I am sorry
I got you
I want to help you
I promise to be listening always
I loooooooooooooooooove you soooooooooooo much
Hiding that venomous and virally deadly suicidal poisonous soul stealing diseased ideation of how siooooooooo wonder full you truly seem now
You are filled honestly with wonder
Not even wise enough to see that very sickening thinking you share with all those who so adore you because you stopped shooting dope and lost over a hundred pounds
So your evil friends can at least stand
Just to look at you
In your empty shell
So dead inside
You have no hope
Period
Fucking forget being forgiven fir your despicable living debaucherous and grossness filled
Shitty air piping in hot noxious clouds expelled from your too loosened anus
And you have made me so sick of your shit
I want to take all your life apart
And now how the evidence mountains to have not a need for legal representations in any way
To lock you away from the life you built yourself
Upon my back
And imprison you for your remainder of breaths in this shit scented air
To be spent in four by eight concrete cells
Because you hated me so well
And now I hate you so much better
And will hate you right where you belong
Living loving myself for once and for all saying
I HAVE MOTHERFUCKING HAD FUCKING ENOUGH OF YOUR SHITTY SELF
AND I LOATHE YOU EVERY MOMENT WITH HELLISH AND WICKED DISGUSTED KNOWING
WHO YOU ARE
having already forgotten in just a few seconds
why in hell I ever saw anything good
about you at all
because you are the ugliest
shit human I have ever even met
and I hate how you wanted to feel inside
me
YOU SHOULD TRY TO GIVE ME EVEN A TINY REASON NOT TO JAIL YOU FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOUR LIFE
In the case you built against your own self
In a capital murder
Courtroom shaming
For your truest actions which I have such documents that I can mail your gas chamber recommendation
And know you will breath less
By miles
Than I wanted for you
goddamn you!
you forced me to want you to hurt
and I wanted to kill myself
why would you want this?
I definitely never dreamed I would want this
yet you have no other option
So hating you the best is what I wish to do
While never getting closer to you
Than across a courtroom prosecution and defendant separated pursuit of your just desserts
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LOVE IS LONG DEAD 