MY OWN ROMANTIC POETRY

you simply appear deliciously and delightfully pretty out side in my oculation assessing

As standards measure qualities it is so totally true I find you ravishing

As your body strutting seems you are stronger than the mountains

As your painted face seemingly stating how pretty you feel outside

As my own eyes attempt to drink in every inch of your physicallity

As my manimal carnal incarnation of manly prowess devilish desires

Builds a case against your very life and death survival my instinctively driven

Primates sexuality with teeth bared to display my herd domination

My rosy colored heating flesh primes in red and purple eye flashes

My own fangs so massive all other primates find my dominion

Their self proclaimed kingdom of this concrete and heroin landscapes

I wander aimlessly rolling through spaces as a thunderhead

My own virility brand new and so truly viciously hungry for one piece of skin

Just one creature who understands worldly worthiness in matehood

Only one being who understands her own majestic massiveness

Just one woman who knows a GOOD MAN WHEN SHES SEES BAD ONES ALWAYS

Just one divinity gracefully painted soul inside her own body

Only awaiting you to hear my siren sweetly sang melodies heart strung

Masterfully crafted wordsmith who has lived a million seconds quite not alive

My experiences nothing romantically satiating inside my own heartstrings

My whole living consciousness of absolute unconscious deadly absence

My romancing needles filled overflowing with heroin lullabies

So toxic statistics prove there is certainly no reason I am still alive

For even five years abstinence off of needle point medical triage

Would allow fifty dollars worth of blackened death named mysteriously

HEROINE

My sweetest lover who heard my cries in vain for some body any body

To hear my pleas for just a tiniest bit of some thing less sickening than those words

I LOVE YOU…………………………..💀

And even my baby self needed none to stand up against my assailants

And too many long seconds I have wasted away eternally alone

Loneliness so heavy I could not even walk outside for fear of your next hugs

A grown ass man bad boy rock and rolling metal head love machine

My body more MOTLEY CRUE than anyone of those chosen lovers you wasted on

My manliness something much larger than my worshipped cock meaty rigidity

So bigger than my own ego and I know worshipped by lover girls every one

What I never knew kept me so huge my self assessment larger than life

Even in my least alive most self destructive choosing

My loving something so unfamiliar and strange you react as if I am a rapist

While my own loving desires would never even one time

Want to

FUCK YOU HARDER THAN YOU CLEARLY FEEL INSIDE BY YOUR PASSIONATE CRIES

No ma’am,

I never did wish to put myself physically inside your own broken spirits body

Albeit my hunger for freshly showered skin dripping towelessly nakedness

Made my mouth water merely thinking of drinking that water

From dripping down your body as the cleansing rains of Brena

No my beloved soul claiming only to be just a feeble woman sexy

And the uncountable daydreams fantasies of lapping up your honey

Dripping down your thighs so deliciously my only choice is sipping it up

Just to keep it from being thrown away by touching the floor at your own feet

That nectar inside you that pleasurable release only serves such lovely essences

Coming from that crevice in your legs meeting in heavenly arrivals

That sweetly dribbling magical liquid of moistened excitement

Which I have so longed for in taking consumption internally

And you remain only fantastic fantasy of rhapsody rapture

Merely choosing lesser primates as husbands and boy friends

Who are absolutely going to disappointment overflow you

Looking prettier than I am ever wishing my own ugliness to be mistaken for

Never once could I utter lies saying evil things like

I AM NOTHING LIKE OTHER MEN

because you hear that every single time as you are assaulted

By hurricanes of Dick pics which make you feel like puking

Each delivery a disgraceful proclamation of exactly what the message sends

THOSE OTHER MEN ARE NOTHING MY BREED AND ONLY I KNOW THAT FACT

only I know what I am and only I know what I long for you to give me

only I know my dark vampires dreamland passionate inferno inside me

only I know how many first dates I have turned midnight cemeteries strolling

walking side by side with an earthly angel so broken spirited

she was uncontrollably attracted to my metal headed mosh pit playground

her magnetic north pointed harshly by her sexual compass

she so ready to allow me whatever I so desire to give me my own lustful chewing on skinned necks exposed with such sexy smiles of orgasmic longing

every one without wishes of any sense of self worthy nesslessness self respectable behaviors even considerable in my hunter mode over powering tenacity of my own self proclaimed name being

VLAD THE IMPALER WHO HAS NO WORTHY EQUAL IN MY TIMELESS VAMPHYRIC OBSESSION TO DRINK THEIR VERY LIFE ESSENCES FROM THEIR NECKS

PIERCING THEIR FLESH WITH MY LEATHER LIPS PUCKERING AGAINST NECKSKIN HAIRS STANDING ERECT IN CHILLY SUMMER MID NIGHT SWEATING ANTICIPATION

HER OWN FLESH BECOMING HER VERY NEMESIS IN HEEDING MY SIREN VAMPIRE SPIRIT AS OLD AS THE DIRT

so truly wickedly incarnated having been a past life lover who rolled green meadows with fingers dancing lightly on butterfly wings and pixie queens

REINCARNATION BEGINNING MY PRESENT LIFE TRANSGRESSIONS INTO MY VERY MAN HOOD PRISON LABELED BY DOCTOR SATAN AS BOYHOOD NEWBORN PRETEEN PRESELF EMBRYO CONSTRUCTED INTO PERFECTION IN SPIRITUAL HUMANITY EXPERIENCES

LIVING DREAMS AND DREAMING MYSTERIES WHILE LOVING THE WHOLE WORLD BECAUSE MAKING YOU MY WORLD COMPLETES ME

SO YOU DIVIDED ME DECIDINGLY LABELING AND RESTRAINING ME

TRANSFORMING MY BEAUTIFUL SOUL INTO THE DEMON IN SHEEPY CLOTHING

YOUR WORLD TURNED ME FROM BEING SPIRIT INTO BEING ONLY MAN

then your own measures tore me away from everyone else because I was the odd one

OUT

OUT OF YOUR SIGHTS WHICH ARE SO DEADLY ACCURATE WITH YOUR OUGHT SIX JUDGEMENT FIFTY CALIBER INVISIBLE SPIRIT CRUSHING VELOCITY OF SHAME ON ME

YOU LEFT ME ALONE WITH MY DEMONS AND MY DEMONS LOVED TO FUCK MY SPIRIT SO THOROUGHLY AND RUTHLESSLY AT WILL

those Red Devils who you find so beautiful who were merely fallen

and as the analysis recorded show’s happened Jesus Christ incident standing reality in the very more than necessary force murder of the cat who ne’er more found justice presently stared at apathetic indifferent worshipping and self ascending superstar egocentric selfishness in true selfishness in pride

and no Jesus Christ COULD I DARE TO THINK I DESERVE TO BELIEVE INSIDE MY OWN PATHETIC SELF BODY IF SELF DISGRACEFUL SELF DESTRUCTION HATING FURIOUSLY YOURGOD

you decided to make me like my god awful narcissistic Latino

“HAVE DICK, WILL TRAVEL AND PUNCH YOU IN THE JAW”

my Argentinian playboy twenty five year old emigrated immigrants Jerry Lewis impersonating one liner idiocy and zero fabric in anything silk like

you wanted to make me a man and you the world turned me into

your world transformed deforming me before I was born which an abortion would have been merciful

you wanted me to be the worst and as is my very fabric ripped terminally away leaving the open and cavernous abyss of which made me entirely

in your opinion I was trash and my mother was told by the doctor I was a lemon of one hell of bought it as you got it mentality

and her own spiritual body entirely UNABLE TO DENY MY POWERFUL LIGHT LOVE

MY BROKEN SPIRIT MOTHER NAMED JUDY THOUGHT SHE GOT FUCKED BY MY USED CAR SALESMAN MANLY FATHER QUALITY HAD SOLD HER A FUCKING PINTO AND SHE WAS SURELY GOING TO GET REAR ENDED AND DIE IN HER CAR FIRE LIFE BECAUSE ANDRE THAT GODDAMNED NEWBORN BEATER OF A FUCKING GARBAGE CAN BABY GONE WRONG EVERY SINGLE TIME I

survived…………………………………😿🤕👎🏿

no possible way I could live

forget playing

no I’m fact I was told to always stay out of

MOTHERS HAIR!!!

so I was left to monsters men and fatherless to fend for myself and fucking don’t wake up mother because that cocksucker fucking literally

beats my whole ass and back and wherever else her flailing belt hit my fleeing fleeting and screaming getting something to cry about

monsters taught my demons everything they know and they know what all men want and they were able to not only thinking controlling my every breath and actions

BUT THOSE DEMONS FILLED ME WITH SUCH DARKNESS IN MY OWN VOICE TELLING ME

OH MY GOD I WANT TO BE A FUCKING

VAMPHYRE ROCK AND ROLL SUPERSTAR DRUG ADDICT HOLLYWOOD BOULEVARD TRASH TEEN IDOL

AND THOSE DEMONIC ENTITY MOTHER FUCKING MONSTERS TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO KNOW TO BECOME MY OWN PARASITE HUNGER TO DRINK BLOOD AS MY PERSONAL FAVORITES LOVE STORIES OF ETERNAL PAIN

you left me all alone from my very conception with such evil incarnate right inside my own mind and what you wanted me to be I fought hell to become and you can find my first written confessional poetry inside this very link

I DID NOT THINK I WAS A VAMPIRE

that bonfire inside me I must keep caged and locked away

I DID NOT BELIEVE I WAS VAMPHYRE!!

I assure you I

was vamphrii in the flesh and of the flesh and wanting into your flesh is riddles inside my own consciousness state being as I am

hiding in the shadows and always

LURKING….HUNTING ALWAYS WITH A GRIMMACE GRINNING WICKEDNESS SMILE IN ROCK AND ROLL SLEEZE PROWLER MEN-TALITY

I do nothing of fantasy in drinking a WOMANS blood

simply living craving that unrequited carnality in breaking through your skin

because your spiritual being

MIGHT BE IN YOUR BLOOD BECAUSE OUTSIDE THEIR IS NOTHING NOURISHMENT BASED AND ALL HOLLOWNESS FILLED WITH BROKEN DREAMS AND JOY NEVER EXPERIENCED AND RAPTURE IS SOMETHING TURNED INTO PORNO OBSESSION

and even my own MASTER ANDRE SELF

could

never

satiate myself sex

upon gazing in such awful spiritual assassination in people’s bizarre living ideas of quality entertainment and I’m fucking

NOT SORRY I DO NOT BELIEVE YOUR CHOICES IN HOT GIRLS WANTED NETFLIX AND CHILL SLEEPOVERS WHICH I NIGHTMARES SCREAMING AWAKENING WATCHING THE EXORCIST IN THEATERS AT EIGHT IDEA OF A GOOD TIME

looks nothing like your idea of shoving six cocks into an eighteen year old while telling her her acting is amazing

looking like she’s really being raped

she auditioned to have

PORN STAR QUALITY

AN INNOCENT

INNOCULATED BY CUM FORCED INTO HER SIX DIFFERENT WAYS TO SUNDAY AND SHE JUST GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL!

so you know now why I know I will always await just one powerful being to know good

from evil because I lived long enough to learn to make my demons

Choke with my leashes which I parade my bulldogs all over the world

I mastered satans assaults and now I am alive

The very first time I am made whole and I need nothing

never wanting to set loose this inner animal I have tamed by imprisoning it

never even feeding it to allow it to survive in any way

I deny my animal demonic raging passionate hungry starved beastly savage internally

I refuse to cater to its needs in any way knowing if it gets loose I am in trouble direly

no miss, I do not wish you to feel that evil instinct called fearful fight or flight

which your eyes say

RUN AWAY NOW!!’

while your spirit feels so confused because my healing energy like a warm breeze

goosebumps on your skin so delightful passing by me you believe it was the wind tickling you

so you give me no second impression and bind me in bondage cuffed to your impression

your own mind so afraid and terrified that I

APPEAR SINISTER AND WICKEDLY AS BAD AS YOU KNOW ALL MEN TO BE

while inside I have no other choice than to see how gracefully elegant your soul naturally is

that very same spiritual center of you which some greater higher powered artistic divinity

used such impressive strokes with some eternal unseen brush

painting some infinity sized tapestry so magnificent and gorgeous

Your soul is the idea driving the masterfully created painting of epic proportions

so kindly and genuinely lovingly colorful with you as just the hue

in a portrait I am so unworthy of even laying my putrid eyes upon in any hall with artistic expressions

so much larger than my own mind can even expand outwardly to witness

no my own self being so insignificant and vile I do not deserve to have the graceful vision

to even know the artist created as easily as blowing dandelion parachutes into spaces

spaces which your mind calls your own blessings to be vacant

For the simple fact that someone labeled you a girl before you were even breathing oxygen air

when you were breathing wet lungs filled with embryonic fluids of survival

while you were beginning to take shape in physical form

they told you that you were going to grow up to be a woman

and you believed them without ever once thinking any better of your own self

so I remain lovingly unrequited and only speak truthfully in writing of my own natural desires

to give your wings the winds to lift your spirit high above all painful womanhood

and I stand insatiated and starvation burdened in my romancing of those womanly humans

who only have the ability to see me as just another man

and just this man knows how kindly and patiently I have always awaited you

just to feel me in your heart and deny your lying eyes their liberties to judge for your safety

just to allow my healing energy to be delivered in empathic and clinical remedy of all that ails you

all I wish is to make love with you so passionately that my messages while you work

send you to collect yourself and put yourself back together and powder your nose in the rest room

whilst I stay at home making music to serenade you while you shower

so I can quench and slake my thirsty dryed out mouth without any rain in the forecast

only because you think so little of me

you send me away as just a bad boy

not even one time following your own heart to see how beautiful my loving

WOULD FEEL INSIDE YOUR BODY

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