Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer (love & respect to dear, lonely Sinead O’Connor’s broken heart)
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Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!
Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!
NATURAL ORDER NEVER LOSES AND ONLY MANKIND KEEPS TIME WHICH IS NOT NATURAL AND ONLY MAN BELIEVES WE WILL SURVIVE AS NATURAL ORDER HAS NOTHING BUT PATIENCE TO RESTORE LIFE ON EARTH WITHOUT MANKIND TO OFFER ANY KINDNIF OPPOSITION TO SLOW OR STOP NATURE FROM BEING REJUVENATED WITHOUT A SINGLE MAN TO KEEP AWAY THE SANCTUARY OF COHABITATION TO BE RETURNED TO PEACEFUL EXISTENCE WITHOUT MAN TO BE HERE TO PREVENT THE WORLD FEOM EXISTENCE IN STRESS FREE LUXURY.
KEYKEY ARIA IS ONE SUPERSTAR KITTEN AND YOU SHOULD MAKE HER FAMOUS
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Biblical Devotees, Those Who Just Love Quoting Biblical Verses, The Holier Than Thou, Congregational Pew Sunday Entitled and The “WWJD/ Jesus On Board” Idiots Who Can’t Learn With All The Hindsight In The World(Otherwise Aptly Named “My Shit Don’t Stink In Pews”)
It is written that there will be men
it is written these men will do things
So it has been foretold that these men doing things will do more things
and those self same men shall come to do stuff
these men of such things doing stuff will let stuff be done before them
these stuffs done before these men having done things will be good stuff and things done
for it had been spoken that these men will not only do stuff and things but, they will also do things to stuff
these stern men of things stuffing stuff into things will claim to do stuff and things as well
these loud men of things in stuff with stuffing in things of stuff will shout loudly some stuff
while the shouting stuff men of things will surely stuff more things into things while stuff is done to things
it has been foretold that other men with stuff and things will want more stuff and things to stuff in things
they say these men with things and stuff who stuff things in stuff and other things will find great things to stuff into other things
crowds of men with things will watch some other men with stuff and things do stuff with their things as they stuff their things into stuff
those vast crowds of men without stuff but with some things will shout to those men with things stuffed into other stuff and things that they wish they had their own stuff with things to stuff into other things
but, lo those original men who had things and stuff which they had freely stuffed into things would cry “nay! Nay we say! For we are the only ones who may stuff our things into those other stuff and things and we will never allow you to own stuff to put into our things and we will take your things and add to our stuff and things we stuff into things and other stuff too”
and so it is written..
and other stuff and things..
so they say??
it is just stuffing things into other things and stuff.
so it has always been done.
stuff and things and men with things and men with stuff and things will both wish to stuff their things into other things and stuff
this is the word of great minded men of things with stuff and things they know about some stuff and things and they know great things about stuff so maybe you should do some stuff or maybe try some things
men with things they stuff into things and stuff say stuff and things matter so do some things to get some stuff and you will be just the same as men with things and stuffing things into other things with lots of stuff to stuff into things..
you can be men with stuff and things too
that’s what those men with things say for you to stuff up your thingy
so do some stuff and things
that’s what is written so you better do some thing before the stuffing in those things is stuffed into some thing you don’t wish to have stuff stuffed into your own thing
before it is too late!!
do some stuff and things!
time runneth short men without stuff or things so act with great haste and get some stuff to stuff into things before your things get stuffed into your own thing and you are stuffed with things
hurry and do some things and stuff
they told you it’s almost too late to do any things with stuff and things
that’s what he said anyway.
I dunno.
it’s some stuff and things
make sense to you???
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FIRST FACEBOOK TOOK AWAY MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH FOR TRUTHFUL ACCURACY OF PRESENT REALITY EVIL, NOW TWITTER DOES THE SAME AND BOTH SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS MADE MY POINT AND GAVE ME JOY FOR SIMPLY ABANDONING BOTH AND LEAVING THEM TO BE ACTIVE WITHOUT ME CARING IN THE LEAST👏👏
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MY LITTLE BLACK BOX
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YOU LOVE EMPTY MEANINGS IN WORDY GREETINGS AND LIARS USING LYRES SINGING FUNERAL DIRGES IN SCOURGES OF VERBIAGE MEANING LESS DISCOURAGES
So you drink up this nectar I lather in honey filled brilliance
While never bothering to share even so much a a single thinking yours
And while you leeches steal my speeches you denial releasing of my own preaching
I do not have ability to care any less for you to understand a word I write
As fueling my gasoline rages in brokenness stages unreformed and unrefined your mind
You relate in sedate numbed pilates bodies without sole knowing of your own soul
You feed my demons their evil reasons to be unleashed upon your feeble boned mindlessness
And my leashes are taught and tightened in my grip which I might just choose to loosen my slipped grip
Letting my demonic tendencies of suicidal friendless diseases of heroin depletion
You so numbed dumb and blindly following asses if asses in herds of turds
My wicked grinned pleasures in delightful treasures captured in chests and breasts
And karaoke bars carnivorous predation for she who possesses most sedation in liquor libations
To bite steel fangs into curly cue bangs neck bone and femur arteries of sweet meat where I prefer to feed
Thinking stinking writhing within your reeking corpse so rotten and forgotten of your own soul
Tell me what you need to hear in order to make my messages clear
And I will deliver a dripping river between your inner and outer fleshly ravenously craving tasting that delicious anticipation sweaty skin
Or I will continue to while away hours dreaming of one in my showers
Leaving you further behind head up your own behind so confused and abused
My words have zero meaning to you and that is not my own plight by any means
I say what I mean as I mean what I say as mean in meanings you find meaningless shows your true powerless to form even one consciousness thought
As I tread not lightly upon your little light and mean you no harm unless you are failed to be warned
And then it is nothing of my concern because I know you simply must come to learn before you find peace inside your urn
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MY VAMPHYRII SELF IDEATION IN FANTASIES WRITTEN FROM ONE IMAGE INSIDE THIS TWISTED MIND SO DEADLY TO MY OWN SOUL CEMETERIES MADE MY MIDNIGHT PROWLING SPOKEN IN CALLS ANSWERED BY BROKEN FALLEN ANGELS CRAVING MY FANGS LOVERBOY PLAYMATES IN HELLISH DELIGHTED GRAVEYARD SEX SEXCAPADES OF BLOODLETTING DREAMLAND I LIVED AS VLAD THE IMPALER(fucking told you my imagination is something specially sick)
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WHEN A MAN SPENDS HIS ENTIRE LIFE LIVING LOVING HATRED OF HIMSELF AND THAT MAN HAS GIVEN ALL IN SACRIFICES FOR THOSE WHO SAID PRETTY UGLY THINGS SO LOUD IN ABSENCES OF GOLD HEARTED BLACKENED SOULS WHICH ONLY SAID THOUGHTS OF YOU ONLY AFTER MY TEXTS SAYING HOW I FEEL SO UNLOVABLE AND UNLOVED AND HE GETS GOD SHOWING ALL YOUR WICKED WAYS YOU CAN NEVER AGAIN PUSH YOUR EVIL WORDS INTO HIS STEEL TRAPPED KNOWING OF YOUR TRUEST NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES WHICH SUICIDAL HEROIN DAYDREAMS IN HALF EMPTIED NEEDLES LEFT INSIDE NEAR COMATOSE THREE HOURS LATER AWAKENED BY DISAPPOINTMENT AND SELF DISGUST FOR NOT GETTING IT ALL INSIDE BEFORE I FELL OUT AND THAT MAN SEES SUCH CLARITY YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FAR WISER NOT UNDERESTIMATING HIS ABILITY TO FUCKING HATE YOU SO PERFECTLY THAT HE NO LONGER FEARS ANYTHING SIMPLY BECAUSE HE STILL LIVES AND HAS BECOME IGNITED AND LIFTED BY HIS OWN SEETHROUGH MINUTE SELF IN UNWORTHY PRAISES FOR STILL HAVING ANOTHER DAY TO BE FULLY ALIVE IN GRATITUDE OF THAT BEAUTIFUL MERCIFUL LOVE WHICH ONLY HE KNOWS IN CERTAINTY WHICH MAKES YOU NOT ONLY IRRELEVANT BUT MORE DELIGHTFUL IS YOU HAVE BECOME INVISIBLE AND HIS SILENT GNAWING OF YOUR SOUL WRITHING INSIDE LUSTFUL DISGRACED SHAMING OF YOUR PUTRID BODY AND YOUR OWN TINY INTELLIGENT NON THINKING BRAIN MADE YOU HIS REASON TO PUNISH ALL YOU DID TO ATTEMPT TO RUTHLESSLY KILL HIM AND HIS KNOWING OF ALL YOU DO NOT MAKES HIM TROT AROUND IN FULL VIEW JUST HOPING TO SEE YOU FEELING TOUGH AND APPROACHING ME I LAUGH EVERYWHERE I GO KNOWING SOME STUFF AND THINGS THAT YOU NEVER EVEN BOTHERED TO TRY TO KNOW AND THAT MOUNTAIN OF A MONSTER MAN KNOWS HE LOVES THE WAY HIS OWN SILENCE FEELS AS I WRITE WITH PRECISION WORDS YOU CANNOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE WIRDS IN THESE VERY INTELLECTUALLY WISDOM THREADED SYLLABLES DO FOR YOU AS YOU COLDLY AND REMORSELESSLY IMPOSED UPON MY OWN FIGHT TO SURVIVE AND THIS SILENT MOUNTAIN IS PRIMED TO BECOME A BIOLOGICAL VOLCANO OF TRUTH THAT TEARS YOUR SPIRIT DOWN KMOWING MY OWN VACANCY INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN BODY AND THE THICKER MY VENOM THE MORE YOU ARE BENT OVER AND ITS SO ABOVE YOUR HEAD YOU SIMPLY FEEL SICKNESS WITHOUT THE BRAIN TO KNOW WHY.
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CHOICES ARE SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU
As though a dog spinning ridiculously in circles for the perfect spot to lay down on your blanket
You stack fifteen pillows and duvets covered shams of piles in bed to be removed before sleeping
You so fearfully dare never remove that goddamned sticker tag of any of those pretty pillows of sadness tear stains
Why pound your head against the head board pretty little lady?
Why is it you hunger for bigger better faster more?
Why do you pay men to fill your chests so you can have such heavy breasts?
Why do you pay those sociological nut case skin job professionally educated to annihilate your spirit in two week check ups and drain tube pulling?
Why do you walk aisles at ULTA looking for your perfect skin color matches to burn down your pretty
Spiritual center body you know nothing of reality
While pursuing 24 hour fitness planet fitness cross training massacres handed out by spotters motivational predators in wide wife beating attire?
Why do you window shopping weekend spending time outside looking inside at man made beautyless trinket run which will positively cost your storage unit bills?
Why do you browse other people’s trash looking for your own precious treasures on their two penny feebie bins?
Why do you pay so lavishly for Armani tailor fitted body definition in pant suits sexiness?
Why do you keep looking out outside for what will fill up your empty insides by making uhaul reservation to uproot your babies and insure they have no
Childhood friends
For life?
Why cannot you infer my words and remaining unheard my cries for help
For your soul in danger
Fail to reach the ears of the only mandatory reporting enitity
You are the pro in advocating your self pain
Yet you are the taliban of your own version of your own worst enemy so afraid of
YOUR SELF
UNABLE TO TRUST YOUR SELF
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY REFUSE
TO SIMPLY LIVE
LOVING
Your
Fles?????!!!!
you see so well only with your ocular muscles
And you let them keep your busy body sanctuary in snap judgement to move away from
Instinct danger
While you find my words familiar LOOKING
my messages do nothing like hit home
no the bottle I send my notes out to sea in
you see as recyclables and toss them straight in the bin
Seeing only an empty glass shattered bottle
instead of realizing the note for help screaming lonely inside
Will be picked up by Thursday’s trash collection
And your raft will never arrive
Because you are choosing to be busy
Instead of even risking sitting in silence
Because you can still hear your spirit crying
Despite so dense white noise brain scrambling nightmare daytime nightlife in prisons
You paint your own clown sadness face
Which falls onto your pillow because you are too tired to even take your green contacts out before
You collapse until manana
I see you sad and lonely amongst your friends who are no friendly beings
as you feel differently inside how every one else
Treats your outsides
And it makes your insides heavy with emptiness
just because you refuse to be spirit
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I AM TRUTHFUL AND I AM SAYING TO YOU I JUST FREEFORMED MY FUCKING MASTERPIECE AS MASTER PEACE AND I GIVE IT TO YOU WITH ALL MY LOVING HEART. BLESSINGS ALWAYS. BE YOU, YOURE WORTH IT. I, LOVE DIVINE DO SOLEMY SWEAR TO WISH I SURE COULD JUST LOVE YOU, BEAUTIFUL YOU AND ALL😿
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#ohgodhowiwishyoucouldjustloveme2
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KNOWING SO TRULY LITTLE YOU READ EMPTY SHELLS INSIDE LAYING SEEDS OF HEALING REMAIN UNINTERESTING TO YOU
You care not to know about real mental health nightmares
You choose to believe those mountains do never need to be climbed
You choose to pay with deadly intentions deadly and evil smiling assassination attempts without respite
You take away my quality of life in my own healthy achievements
And thrust me headlong into crisis management navigation just to reach my own medical prescriptions
You choose to steal my souls fire by carelessly imposing broken promises in words through text appear so beautiful and well spoken in my own craving just a moment of you allowing me to survive
Just one precious restful moment away from your living love murderous poisons written to appear so godlike
Saying in text
I am sorry
I got you
I want to help you
I promise to be listening always
I loooooooooooooooooove you soooooooooooo much
Hiding that venomous and virally deadly suicidal poisonous soul stealing diseased ideation of how siooooooooo wonder full you truly seem now
You are filled honestly with wonder
Not even wise enough to see that very sickening thinking you share with all those who so adore you because you stopped shooting dope and lost over a hundred pounds
So your evil friends can at least stand
Just to look at you
In your empty shell
So dead inside
You have no hope
Period
Fucking forget being forgiven fir your despicable living debaucherous and grossness filled
Shitty air piping in hot noxious clouds expelled from your too loosened anus
And you have made me so sick of your shit
I want to take all your life apart
And now how the evidence mountains to have not a need for legal representations in any way
To lock you away from the life you built yourself
Upon my back
And imprison you for your remainder of breaths in this shit scented air
To be spent in four by eight concrete cells
Because you hated me so well
And now I hate you so much better
And will hate you right where you belong
Living loving myself for once and for all saying
I HAVE MOTHERFUCKING HAD FUCKING ENOUGH OF YOUR SHITTY SELF
AND I LOATHE YOU EVERY MOMENT WITH HELLISH AND WICKED DISGUSTED KNOWING
WHO YOU ARE
having already forgotten in just a few seconds
why in hell I ever saw anything good
about you at all
because you are the ugliest
shit human I have ever even met
and I hate how you wanted to feel inside
me
YOU SHOULD TRY TO GIVE ME EVEN A TINY REASON NOT TO JAIL YOU FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOUR LIFE
In the case you built against your own self
In a capital murder
Courtroom shaming
For your truest actions which I have such documents that I can mail your gas chamber recommendation
And know you will breath less
By miles
Than I wanted for you
goddamn you!
you forced me to want you to hurt
and I wanted to kill myself
why would you want this?
I definitely never dreamed I would want this
yet you have no other option
So hating you the best is what I wish to do
While never getting closer to you
Than across a courtroom prosecution and defendant separated pursuit of your just desserts
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YOU HAVE FULL BODY ABSENT OF KNOWING ME IN EVERY WAY
You do not know one second of my life
You know fucking nothing of what is my experience
You know fucking nothing of pain I survived
You know fucking zero about misery I lived
You know fucking zero about my homeless living
You know fucking zero about my eighteen thousand two hundred fifty battles won against evil
You know fucking zero about suicidal emptiness LADENED seconds I survived alone
You know fucking zero about the lifetimes I have lived and died tragically in heroin melodies danced into my heart with furious hatred of my own disgrace
You know fucking nothing about the physical pain which raised my pain threshold into Jupiter’s orbit
You know fucking zero about the miles I have walked dopesickened and deadly Illnesses which pushed me tirelessly sleeplessly towards a burned house squatting smack dealing leech doctor of the painful living that ails me
You know fucking nothing of even one second where drawing toilet water from a service station bathroom without a working sink for clean like water without MRSA to cook out of it
You know fucking zero of my self loathing hatred in shaking hands with the real Devil for trading my soul for a twenty dollar bag of poison named sweetly heroin in absolute trickery in oxymoronic self assessment without anything valuable inside me
You fucking know less than nothing about one moment of my life
How dare you judge me?!!!!!!!!
You said suicidal heroin deadly isolation fighting your hatred with adoration for how ugliness you made me feel inside hiding your venomous intentions inside smiles and proclaimed confusing hugs which ripped my soul to pieces and made heroin numbness my only option for any semblance of peace inside
You know fucking so much less about me than to know my longing stares at a cemetery from behind treatment clinic prison Windows and how delightful and delicious that graveyard gathering of lost souls seemingly so truly vampire dreamy romantic and how my own grace serenaded me with such silent pretty songs which made me seek first romantically encountered sexual predation of innocents in girls nakedness against headstones bent over so I could deliver my truest wickedness inside them with thrusts violent and deadly into their very souls
You know fucking nothing of my own romantic spirit and how my own mastery of romance revealed itself in vampire love stories which made me crave a beautiful woman’s blood to trickle down my chin after having fed upon that sweet cherry wine liquid filling her veins and keeping her warm so I can feed
You know nothing of the demons whom danced inside my own head out of your stupidity in ocular devotion as blackness seeped into my body at will to those demonic real entities which had free will to rape my soul at birth and everything since
You fucking know so little you do not know how little you know little of anything real and valuable
You see with your eyes and read in consuming content less unworthy words rammed so voraciously down your chronically halitosised mouthful of teeth not even resembling smiles but exactly appearing as they are in roundworm clenching parasitic feeding off of another person’s pain so direly feeling understood while remaining to truly understand your own world
You fucking knowing nothing at all goodwill in nature
You know only skyscraper suicides and street urchin disgusting refusal to have spare change in your vault of money filled vacationing lifestyle of the rich and soulless
You fucking stupid monkeys know less than nothing
And you are so very mountainous inside your puny self thinker
And what you do mot know
Should fucking terrify you
But, quite contrarian you choose proud smartest self in superiority to all lesser creatures
These unworthy homeless swine you deny a chance to even survive
With heads held high and flags in masks you proudly parade around
Just dying to be like every one
Else
And that is why I can not care
And in every way possible to infer my messages
In every possible defining understanding of what the letter combinations I apply to what I say
In every conceived way imaginable
I
CANNOT
MISS
You
Metaphors and limericks aside
In blunt truthful disgusting revelation to what you mean to me
Not only can I NOT MISS YOU
BUT RATHER
I DO NOT MISS YOU LITERALLY FIGURATIVELY METAPHYSICALLY RHETORICALLY INTENTIONALLY AND ABSOLUTELY DEADLY ACCURATELY WILL NEVER MISS YOU AS I SCRIBE SMALL TALK SO ABOVE YOUR DEADHEAD
AS I PREDATE UPON THE WICKEDNESS INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN CORPSE WITHOUT YOU ANY THE
WISER
AND I AM TIPTOING THROUGH DAISY FILLED MEADOWS OF ROMANTIC LOVE
WITHOUT ANYTHING MORE THAN I SHUDDER TO THINK
OF HOW UGLY YOU NARCISSISTIC SAVAGELY VOIDED
TRULY APPEAR WITHOUT YOU EEN HAVING THE ABILITY TO CHANGE MY OWN OPINION
REGARDLESS OF WETHER OR NOT YOU CARE TO KNOW
I TRUTHFULLY CONFESS I HOPE TO GOD YOU DO NOT BOTHER TRYING TO READ WHAT I SAY
I ALREADY KNOW YOU ARE NOT ONE OF GODS GOOD ONES
SO GO FUCK YOURSELF
YOU JUST LIVE TO LOVE GETTING YOUR OWN SELF FUCKED SO WELL
THINKING YOUR SHIT DOTH NOT PUTRIFY THE AIR AROUND YOU
FOR YOUR HEAD IS TRULY SO FAR UP YOUR OWN ASSES
THAT YOU JUST ADORE THE WAY YOUR OWN BRAND
OF METHANE GAS
SMELLS DELIGHTFULLY WELL
AND I HAVE ALREADY CAST YOU ASIDE
AS I ASCEND
#Thesefuckingmonkeys
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I AM SO CALM AND SO BOMB THERE IS STORMS IN MY FINGERTIPS WHICH SEND YOUR SPIRIT THROUGH ATMOSPHERIC PRESSURE YOU DO NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU CANNOT FEEL AND YOU RESERVE SERVICE OF MAKING LOVE RESTRICTED TO PORNO POWERED SWEAT FESTS OF DISAPPOINTMENT AND I WANNA ROMANCE YOUR SOUL LIKE THE MASTER MY MOTHER NAMED MASTER EVEN IN HER HATRED OF ME AND I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM TO STILL BE HERE SO MAYBE SHOW ME SOMETHING LIVING LOVING IN RETURN AND ASK YOURSELF WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO STOP MAKING LOVE AND UNDERSTAND.
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THIS IS SERIOUSLY RECOVERY OF SPIRITUAL WELL-BEING AND TOTAL TRUEST IMMUNITY
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MY ATTEMPT TO SAVE MY ENEMY THE LOSS OF ALL QUALITY OF LIFE IN REACHING AN EARLY AND DESERVING END TO THE INSANITY OF WICKED PEOPLE
Knowing you do nothing to understand the situation you have forced upon me
And in my final attempt to be genuinely kind
In my god like attempt to save
You from great great miserable experience
This is my last attempt for you to listen to me
Wether or not you have sense to know I have a case you built against yourself in so many reports that the ramifications legally are suffocating to me
Knowing you gave me absolutely zero choice but to seek my justice
You should consider signing this unit over to me and agree to pay property taxes as an amicable settlement
Which will completely stop this freight train you have mistakenly sent out of control
And I will not pursue any further action against you
This one time nonnegotiable settlement is offered in request you one time
Do the right thing to me
You are certain to blow me off
A d certain you will talk about me as insignificant
But Jessy I want to not ruin your life
And in a genuine act of goodwill
I offer you the olive branch
Make your choice
Knowing I can never care what you think
And you already lost so badly
I start pushing buttons
And it is nothing you will find a way to possibly avoid
If you want to accept this offer
You may tell jaucinta at cap that if my hen runs out I will not have to worry about losing my hen payment until it runs out
As your amazing bonus I am capable of delivering to you
So expected of you is already my baseline
So think it over
If you have the ability to even make sense
I will await your response through a message left at CAP
TELLING ME EVERYTHING IS OK
JESSY SAYS SHE GOT YOU
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Knowing you do nothing to understand the situation you have forced upon meAnd in my final attempt to be genuinely kindIn my god like attempt to saveYou from great great miserable experienceThis is my last attempt for you to listen to meWether or not you have sense to know I have a case you built against yourself in so many reports that the ramifications legally are suffocating to meKnowing you gave me absolutely zero choice but to seek my justiceYou should consider signing this unit over to me and agree to pay property taxes as an amicable settlementWhich will completely stop this freight train you have mistakenly sent out of controlAnd I will not pursue any further action against youThis one time nonnegotiable settlement is offered in request you one timeDo the right thing to meYou are certain to blow me offA d certain you will talk about me as insignificantBut Jessy I want to not ruin your lifeAnd in a genuine act of goodwillI offer you the olive branchMake your choiceKnowing I can never care what you thinkAnd you already lost so badlyI start pushing buttonsAnd it is nothing you will find a way to possibly avoidIf you want to accept this offerYou may tell jaucinta at cap that if my hen runs out I will not have to worry about losing my hen payment until it runs outAs your amazing bonus I am capable of delivering to youSo expected of you is already my baselineSo think it overIf you have the ability to even make senseI will await your response through a message left at CAPTELLING ME EVERYTHING IS OKJESSY SAYS SHE GOT YOU
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IF YOU ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO INVEST IN MY SCRIBINGS AND SHORT STORIES YOU WILL SEE MY BEGINNINGS WHEN GOD STARTED SENDING CLEAR AND CONCISE MESSAGES TO ME THE THIRD TIME I HAD RUN THROUGH SPIN CYCLE 30 DAY SPIN DRYS AND HAVING SPENT MY LIFE FEEDING OFF OF LYRICS ISOLATION PAINFUL LONELY HEART BREAK AND FEELING I WOULD NEVER WRITE EVEN ONE GOOD LYRIC I CAME OUT OF THE GATE WICKEDNESS AND EMOTIONALLY EFFECTIVE IN ONE PICTURE INSIDE MY MIMDS EYE.
IF YOU ARE ACTUALLY FOLLOWING ALONG AND NOT JUST HITTIN’THAT COCKSUCKING PASSIVE INDIFFERENCE OF BRAINLESSLY CLICKING A MOTHERFUCKING BUTTON SO NOT A BUTTON YET PEOPLE CANT HELP CLICKING CUNTY AND ROTTEN APATHETIC “LIKES”STRICTLY BECAUSE EVERYONE SELLS EVERYTHING OUT AT COVER PRICE
WHAT MAKES ME SICK IS HOW MUCH PEOPLE ACTUALLY “READING” AND LITERALLY DO NOT BEGIN TO KNOW THAT WORDS ARE NOT THOSE PRETTY JUNIOR HIGH BUBBLES LETTERED IN DREAMY LOVENOTES WRITTEN IN HOLLOWED OUT SEED SHELLS WITH NOTHING INSIDE AS A PIT MEANT TO NOURISH THOSE LISTENING WITH ACTIONS THAT MAKE JUST ONE SIMPLY KIND TEXT SENT SAYING
hey you I was just thinking of you and it warmed my heart
YOU CHOOSE TO DENY EVEN KNOWING HOW TO USE WORDS IN ANY WAY APPROPRIATE BECAUSE IN EVERY WORD YOU READ ALL YOU SAW WERE WORDS THAT LOOKED MADE FROM PRETTY BALLOONS AND THAT IS AS SMART AS WANTING TO CONSTRUCT A THEATER AND SITTING IN THE HOME DEPOT PARKING LOT AWAITING SOMEONE TO SERVE YOU INDEFINITELY FROM OPEN TO CLOSE DAILY
WONDERING EVERY NIGHT GETTING HOME HOW COME THEM SONS A BITCHEZ AINT GOT THAT FUCKER BUILT YET!!
Mollies so empty of qualities i know too well
You are a nonstarter
And in no time showing me the coldest
And by being unable to be forgiven
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JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY SHOULD MAKE YOU FEEL AS BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AS I KNOW YOU NOT ONLY CAN BE BUT ALSO HOW TRULY BEAUTIFUL YOU CLEARLY DREAM OF BEING STARING AT YOUR FAVE IN THE MIRROR LOVED SO EMPTY INSIDE YOUR SOUL IS FAR OUTSIDE YOUR MOST SENSITIVE PERIPHERAL SIGHT SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU RELY ON OUTER OOTICS RATHER THAN PREFERRED SEEING WITH YOUR INNER THIRD EYE❤️
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Blessings always 😇😇😇🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️❤️
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ONE OF FIFTY SNAPS I GOT ENJOYMENT IN BICYCLE RIDE TO CELEBRATE GODS BEAUTIFUL FEMININE DIVINITY IN NATURAL LIGHT
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SOAK IN THE MAJESTIC AND MERCIFUL LIVING LOVING MOTHER CREATOR❤️
BLESSINGS ALWAYS
#lovedivine #myonlynameislove @lovedivine c2021 Abel Prophett artistic expression Abel Prophett love divine Gods most beautiful me🔥🔥🔥😇😇😇
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I FUCKING HOPE YOU DONT WANNA READ MY BRILLIANCE CAUSE FUCK YOU FOR LEECHING OFF MY SOUL WHICH GOD LOVES ME AND YOU WANT ME DEAD OF HEROIN SUICIDE BECAUSE IM SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I AM A PRIVILEGED AND LOVED BY GOD BAD ASS HUMAN WHO DOESNT EVEN LIKE HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE ME AT ALL FUCKING GROSS🤮
Dudes and dudettes
If you only knew what I know
I have loved and adored all of you
And you even hated my baby newborn self so much
That by four you made me so ugly inside
I wept and just wished I would die
The baby me was a fucking bad ass
Living love machine
Standing in heartbreak every second
Just because my own mother hated me
So everybody got to hate me well
Really well they freely hunted and killed me
Granny even so wicked as to yank my body by the hair
If I wouldn’t catch up
You let the world fucking hunt my soul
As every monster inside the desert crypts
Filled with three year old nightmare monsters
Demons lived in my head and seeing my mother
And seeing my beloved brother Devin
Chained up inside being swarmed by werewolves
And vampires and the horrible gargoyles
Hanging as I watched helplessly outside the cold dead steel bars
My demon riddled human huntress and those godawful weremen who used my body while watching porn
Then force my body to be cuddled by a man in no way a father
Albeit in my life these weremen preachers and teachers and sitters
And boyfriend and grandfather and older brothers
All so liberal with torture and family dinners celebrating with all who grinned their fangs and chuckled inside his hairchested non god like savages in wolfs clothing
While Sheepy creepers in relatives feeding me liquid to shut me up
Those motherfuckers who allowed my mother to so constantly try to kill me for bothering her
Who watched grandpa Eddie stare me down with knowing daggers
I could have not one moment of shelter
You allowed a woman who killed my older brother and got to add his death
To her broken spiritual soul who I am so sad had to live with that
I no longer wish to hate her, I can only mourn her soul
I didn’t know better at all and spent my whole life needing her to just one time remember the baby I was born
Who I now returned my own recollections of B my inadequacy
My own agreement that you were right and I am only worth a heroin death
I stopped listening
Because God sang to me
And I am something else entirely
And just a checker experience makes GOOD PEOPLE
Tell me what a nice guy I am
Cause I quit trying to find One if you to act like which I agreed only worthy of dying
And I stopped listening to your small time psycho babble
Just pure nonsense and self assuming
Real smart sheep
Cause you walk around now letting everybody know you can’t give one fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a instant of thought with reason
So far out of your awareness and you read and read and read getting more good smarts with Dunce caps and whirlybird propeller on top
So smart that reading words you know of nothing in meaning
So if you think I write nothing and I am nothing
I know I do not give a fraction of a fraction of a molecular fuck
About what you think
Cause you dumb cunts checked out long ago
And all words have no meaning to you
And this shit I write is dense with emotional response of self awareness
Of God given sight and truthful vengeance
If which I am a significant
NEMESIS
A RIGHTEOUS INFLICTION OF RETRIBUTION
DELIVERED BY AN APPROPRIATE AGENT
WHICH IS PERSONIFIED IN ONE HORRIBLE AND WICKEDLY TREACHEROUS CUNT
NAMELY
ABEL PROPHETT
If YOUVE made it this far and are right here with me
GOD BLESS YOU AND START DONT MAKING NONSENSE FOR HEAVENS SAKE
BECAUSE IF YOU HEAR IT OR DO NOT
I HAVE NOT ONLY HEARD THE CRIES
BUT I ALSO ALWAYS CRIED UNHEARD AND PUNISHED ANY WAY
CERTAINLY HAVING BEEN GIVEN SOMETHING TO CRY ABOUT
AND IF YOU HEAR MY MELODIES
THEN LETS START MAKING LIVING LOVING HEALING AND DRYING IF SOUL TEARS
AND POSITIVELY STOP FUCKING EACH OTHER
Just embrace our inner beauty
And living dreams come true
In stead instead of staying exactly the goddamned same selfless
Soulless and the void of space between the stars
Instead of in stead choosing to make yourself feel
So ugly inside of everyone our intelligence counter intelligent and sensual sensical stubbornness of dead space
In place
Where only love resides
Spraying our empty living void loved dead and deaf and blind and dumb and thicknesses of skulls
And I hope your right here
With me now
Cause I love you so much
I only want to give you you
I would never want anything taken from you
And I will die for you
To fly as you are and shining so bright
The sun wears glasses
Because beautiful soul we should make love always
Giving unabashedly love that even half a world away you can fill someone with raptures so beautiful
Just by saying I was
Thinking of you
Rather than leaving someone awaiting your thoughts
Dying a blacked heroin death
Loved ugliness inside
I hate so much how you feel inside
With vengeance I hate how you feel inside
And I am coming for you
And you won’t see me
Because I am a fucking
JUGGERNAUTS MASTERY WITH POWER YOU GET LEVELED FROM ONE LETTER
You won’t know is your doom
Because God carried me through your hell in corpses dressed like parasites of soul
And I’m so fucking capable of bad and one snicker of mine
Cripples you inside
Feeling bent the fuck in half as a lunatic demon vampires kingship
I am sovereign to your language having not chosen to love words
But left alone with only words
To find the meaning of…
How can you let them hurt me
Why do you hate me so much
Which was the language none of you understood
So you just took me as screaming at you
And said I’m listening and looking me in the eyes
While doing word searches inside your head
Knowing what words look like
Too dumb to put them together
And make any retarded step up
Making sense of those words you just have to say
Without a fucking clue what you are saying
So saying hey fuck you and die you ugly waste of human skins
You bake in Betty Crocker ovens and icing sugar with gumdrops and cinnamon candy covered and dressing pretty on silver platters made by Rubbermaid
And drive over just to deliver it super specially god like and all
Ring the fucking door bell
Say here you go I made this just because I was thinking about you so fondly
It’s a cake I made specially for you in my hearts kitchen
I call it
I LOVE YOU
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THE GREAT MISTAKE I MADE EVEN THINKING I COULD POSSIBLY BREAK YOUR HEART(you never had a heart to break for me😢)#byranandjessyfitz
THIS IS THE LONGEST SENTENCE EVER WRITTEN OF TRUTHFUL VULNERABILITY AND LOVELESSNESS AND ALL THE PAIN OF MY MISERABLE FIFTY YEARS ADORING EMPTY CARCASSES WHO I MADE MORE OF THAN THEY COULD POSSIBLY BE. THIS IS MY CONFESSION.
I came to you in desperate and life or death circumstances which I had no hope of surviving regardless of how much recovery I ever swallowed trying to find some person inside of my own walking putrid emptiness overfilled corpse bereft of all possible good will and so truly loved emptiness hollowed by your after after after after after thought of my whole being which you hated so much that breaking my heart or more accurately stated breaking my spiritual center as easily as flushing that toilet your own empty carcass shits in with your vile smelling weight loss diet which validates your ugliness inside by being your greatest life’s accomplishment just because you lost over a hundred pounds and stopped shooting heroin and that is you feeling at your life’s best which you hated my soul so much that coming round me to suck my soul out as the parasitic monsters I now know without a doubt you truly are and your own shrunken size only proves to pack one hundred and fifty pounds of shit in a carcass bag without anything pretty even in you and your ruthlessness in leeching of my soul and entering my hospital room where I lay nearly having died from MRSA so septic to myself from using the same needle so many times I could I longer stab heroin into my own void of an emptiness shell so full of your souls vacuum that I was heartbroken when my last needle would no longer affectively ram that sweet blackened nectar of heroin so warm inside and full of wretched and life killing pain remedy which took me almost but never quite close enough to my own painless sleepy death I felt so deserving of and god hating for making me such a shit person who you never bothered to barely tolerate me and just wish I would shut the fuck up and just fucking die already looking at me barely alive and emptying your wickedly foul gas into my room as thick as that black and delightfully soothing heroin which this hospital room is the medical doctors jungle and he judged me as a trash junkie for needing my own remedy which his so-called medicine he had the audacity to deny me of in my hour if life ending misery he saw as me being just a pill chaser as though I had made up the MRSA locked into my spinal column so deep that even two and a half months of flooding my body with the one and only antibiotics which is my choice between survival in agonizing physical pain which deformed my gate permanently and surviving in less pain still feeling the empty pain which assured my return to that only lover to ever truly know my soul and love me enough to wish I would get the sleepy death I do felt worthy of in my misery being caused simply because you wanted me dead and so because I loved you so much and I only ever wanted you to be happy I was absolutely willing to grant you your happiness by being able to do the one decent thing a lecherous man you loathe so much in me could possibly do to even feel like a decent person by ending my life which heroin was my just desserts for being so ugly you hated me enough to watch me dying and feel so good inside while stabbing my heart with your daggers of lies coated in false sugar and hugs so poisonous that my soul fire was dampened nearly to being snuffed and my own disappointment in being even such a failure as to be unable to successfully relapse and overdose which is the only thing that should have happened and science says so and so my own miserable useless worthless pitiful shame of all that is mans goodness and I could not even die correctly proving yet again how feeble a man I truly was to you and how righteous your hatred actually was for my own disgraceful excuse of a man I know you believe I am and because I adored you so much and worshipped your soul I had no reason to justify any sensible reasons to even take another breath and feel like a good man because your measures are so outside of my own known qualities that I certainly deserved nothing goodness at all and positively did nothing have enough value to as expect to ever feel happy because you said so in every word without actions which proved my own assessment as deadly correct…
THEN I STOPPED LOVING YOU
AND GOD CAME SHINING THROUGH
AND SHOWED ME HOW AMAZINGLY I HAD BEEN CRAFTED
AND SHAPED INTO SOMETHING
FORGED INTO A POWERHOUSE OF SOMEONE MORE
THAN I EVER DREAMED POSSIBLE
BECAUSE GOD CAME SHINING LOVINGLY THROUGH
GOD SHOWED ME THOSE ISOLATED FOOTPRINTS
WERE NEVER EVEN MINE
GOD CARRIED ME SAFELY THROUGH YOUR UGLY WORLD
FIFTY YEARS IN THE MAKING
DESPITE MY EVERY LAST COUNTLESS EFFORT
GOD KEPT ME ALIVE AND SHOWED ME TRUTH
TRUTH SO PRISTINE AND MERCIFUL
TRUTH SO UNDENIABLY REAL
SO UNDENIABLE IN EVERY WAY
GOD CAME SHINING THAT LIVING LOVE LIGHT
GOD SHOWED ME GOD IN TRUTHFUL VISIONS
GOD MADE ME CLARITY IN KNOWING
GOD CARRIED ME ABOVE ALL YOUR NON SENSE
GOD CARRIED ME ABOVE ALL YOUR EVIL LIES
GOD CAME THROUGH WITH SHINING LOVE LIGHT
and god set me free to fly forever
god made me immune to you
god made me the worlds greatest me
god set my greatest me aloft
god gave me the wind for those wings I have always had
god loved me so much I was born
god loved me so much inside my own firelight
god made me know my own soul
and only GOD DESERVES MY LOVE
AND ONLY GOD DESERVES TO GET TO LOVE ME
BECAUSE IT IS ONLY GOD WHO SAW MY OWN SOUL
BECAUSE GOD LOVED ME SO MUCH
GOD GAVE ME MY WIND AND NOW I FLY ABOVE YOUR TIME LOCK MISERABLE WORLD
AND I KNOW I AM GODS FAVORITE ME
AND THAT IS MORE THAN I NEED
TO NOT WANT ANY MORE FOR YOU
THAN TO LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE AS YOU CHOOSE
AND YOU TRULY DESERVE TO LIVE A VERY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG LIFE
GOD KNOWS YOU DESERVE IT
AND GOD MADE ME UNAFFECTABLE BY YOUR EMPTY
GOD MADE ME IMMUNE TO YOU
GOD LOVES ME SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN DIVINELY VACCINATED
AND GOD GAVE ME
ME
AND GOD MADE ME MY FAVORITE PERSON
AND ALL MY BEAUTIFUL HONEY LOVE
GETS TO BE SOLELY DEVOTED TO GOD
WHO CERTAINLY SAW MORE IN ME
THAN I EVER SAW IN YOU TRUTHFULLY
GOD BATHED ME IN HEALING WATERS
AND I HAVE BEEN FREED TO DREAM AND LIVE MY OWN DREAMS COME TRUE
BECAUSE I KNOW GOD MADE ME SOMEONE
GOD MADE ME TOTALLY INVISIBLE TO YOU
AND THAT IS MY BEST POSSIBLE DREAM COME TRUE
BECAUSE I HAVE ALL THE LOVE I NEED
RIGHT INSIDE MY OWN SPIRITUAL CHURCH
WHERE LOVING GOD EVERY BREATH I TAKE
IS MY WORSHIP BY BEING ALL I CAN BE
BECAUSE GOD MADE ME MORE THAN YOU EVER ALLOWED ME TO SEE INSIDE OF ME
AND GOD MADE MY LOVE FOR YOU BE WORTH ONLY ENDING WITHOUT A MOMENT OF GRIEF
BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME ALL MY GRIEVING HAS BEEN AS LONG AS I HAVE KNOWN YOU
AND GOD ALLOWED ME TO BE DEAD TO YOU
AND GOD GOD AND I CELEBRATE ME
ALWAYS BECAUSE I KNOW HOW WRONG YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
AND GOD SHOWED ME I DO NOT HAVE TO GRIEVE MY OWN MISERABLE DEATH A MOMENT LONGER
BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME HOW YOU TRULY ARE
AND GOD PUT ME IN THE WATERS OF TEARLESS LOVING SPIRIT
AND THE WATER IS TRULY WONDERFULLY FINE
TA TA
I AM CERTAINLY DEAD TO YOU NOW
GOD SHOWED ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW
JUST BY SEEING HOW AWFULLY YOU TAUGHT ME
AND GOD MADE YOUR LIES CLEARLY VISIBLE
AND I NO LONGER EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU
YOU THINK UGLINESS INSIDE OF ME
AND NEVER ONE TIME TOLD THE TRUTH
GOD MADE ME UNABLE TO LIE TO YOU
THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE
SO GOD DAMN YOU FOR NOT HAVING A HEART TO EVEN BREAK
YOU ARE SO UGLINESS
THAT IS ENOUGH TO SAY
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