Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer (love & respect to dear, lonely Sinead O’Connor’s broken heart)
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Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!
Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!
NATURAL ORDER NEVER LOSES AND ONLY MANKIND KEEPS TIME WHICH IS NOT NATURAL AND ONLY MAN BELIEVES WE WILL SURVIVE AS NATURAL ORDER HAS NOTHING BUT PATIENCE TO RESTORE LIFE ON EARTH WITHOUT MANKIND TO OFFER ANY KINDNIF OPPOSITION TO SLOW OR STOP NATURE FROM BEING REJUVENATED WITHOUT A SINGLE MAN TO KEEP AWAY THE SANCTUARY OF COHABITATION TO BE RETURNED TO PEACEFUL EXISTENCE WITHOUT MAN TO BE HERE TO PREVENT THE WORLD FEOM EXISTENCE IN STRESS FREE LUXURY.
KEYKEY ARIA IS ONE SUPERSTAR KITTEN AND YOU SHOULD MAKE HER FAMOUS
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Biblical Devotees, Those Who Just Love Quoting Biblical Verses, The Holier Than Thou, Congregational Pew Sunday Entitled and The “WWJD/ Jesus On Board” Idiots Who Can’t Learn With All The Hindsight In The World(Otherwise Aptly Named “My Shit Don’t Stink In Pews”)
It is written that there will be men
it is written these men will do things
So it has been foretold that these men doing things will do more things
and those self same men shall come to do stuff
these men of such things doing stuff will let stuff be done before them
these stuffs done before these men having done things will be good stuff and things done
for it had been spoken that these men will not only do stuff and things but, they will also do things to stuff
these stern men of things stuffing stuff into things will claim to do stuff and things as well
these loud men of things in stuff with stuffing in things of stuff will shout loudly some stuff
while the shouting stuff men of things will surely stuff more things into things while stuff is done to things
it has been foretold that other men with stuff and things will want more stuff and things to stuff in things
they say these men with things and stuff who stuff things in stuff and other things will find great things to stuff into other things
crowds of men with things will watch some other men with stuff and things do stuff with their things as they stuff their things into stuff
those vast crowds of men without stuff but with some things will shout to those men with things stuffed into other stuff and things that they wish they had their own stuff with things to stuff into other things
but, lo those original men who had things and stuff which they had freely stuffed into things would cry “nay! Nay we say! For we are the only ones who may stuff our things into those other stuff and things and we will never allow you to own stuff to put into our things and we will take your things and add to our stuff and things we stuff into things and other stuff too”
and so it is written..
and other stuff and things..
so they say??
it is just stuffing things into other things and stuff.
so it has always been done.
stuff and things and men with things and men with stuff and things will both wish to stuff their things into other things and stuff
this is the word of great minded men of things with stuff and things they know about some stuff and things and they know great things about stuff so maybe you should do some stuff or maybe try some things
men with things they stuff into things and stuff say stuff and things matter so do some things to get some stuff and you will be just the same as men with things and stuffing things into other things with lots of stuff to stuff into things..
you can be men with stuff and things too
that’s what those men with things say for you to stuff up your thingy
so do some stuff and things
that’s what is written so you better do some thing before the stuffing in those things is stuffed into some thing you don’t wish to have stuff stuffed into your own thing
before it is too late!!
do some stuff and things!
time runneth short men without stuff or things so act with great haste and get some stuff to stuff into things before your things get stuffed into your own thing and you are stuffed with things
hurry and do some things and stuff
they told you it’s almost too late to do any things with stuff and things
that’s what he said anyway.
I dunno.
it’s some stuff and things
make sense to you???
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FIRST FACEBOOK TOOK AWAY MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH FOR TRUTHFUL ACCURACY OF PRESENT REALITY EVIL, NOW TWITTER DOES THE SAME AND BOTH SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS MADE MY POINT AND GAVE ME JOY FOR SIMPLY ABANDONING BOTH AND LEAVING THEM TO BE ACTIVE WITHOUT ME CARING IN THE LEAST👏👏
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MY LITTLE BLACK BOX
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YOU LOVE EMPTY MEANINGS IN WORDY GREETINGS AND LIARS USING LYRES SINGING FUNERAL DIRGES IN SCOURGES OF VERBIAGE MEANING LESS DISCOURAGES
So you drink up this nectar I lather in honey filled brilliance
While never bothering to share even so much a a single thinking yours
And while you leeches steal my speeches you denial releasing of my own preaching
I do not have ability to care any less for you to understand a word I write
As fueling my gasoline rages in brokenness stages unreformed and unrefined your mind
You relate in sedate numbed pilates bodies without sole knowing of your own soul
You feed my demons their evil reasons to be unleashed upon your feeble boned mindlessness
And my leashes are taught and tightened in my grip which I might just choose to loosen my slipped grip
Letting my demonic tendencies of suicidal friendless diseases of heroin depletion
You so numbed dumb and blindly following asses if asses in herds of turds
My wicked grinned pleasures in delightful treasures captured in chests and breasts
And karaoke bars carnivorous predation for she who possesses most sedation in liquor libations
To bite steel fangs into curly cue bangs neck bone and femur arteries of sweet meat where I prefer to feed
Thinking stinking writhing within your reeking corpse so rotten and forgotten of your own soul
Tell me what you need to hear in order to make my messages clear
And I will deliver a dripping river between your inner and outer fleshly ravenously craving tasting that delicious anticipation sweaty skin
Or I will continue to while away hours dreaming of one in my showers
Leaving you further behind head up your own behind so confused and abused
My words have zero meaning to you and that is not my own plight by any means
I say what I mean as I mean what I say as mean in meanings you find meaningless shows your true powerless to form even one consciousness thought
As I tread not lightly upon your little light and mean you no harm unless you are failed to be warned
And then it is nothing of my concern because I know you simply must come to learn before you find peace inside your urn
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MY VAMPHYRII SELF IDEATION IN FANTASIES WRITTEN FROM ONE IMAGE INSIDE THIS TWISTED MIND SO DEADLY TO MY OWN SOUL CEMETERIES MADE MY MIDNIGHT PROWLING SPOKEN IN CALLS ANSWERED BY BROKEN FALLEN ANGELS CRAVING MY FANGS LOVERBOY PLAYMATES IN HELLISH DELIGHTED GRAVEYARD SEX SEXCAPADES OF BLOODLETTING DREAMLAND I LIVED AS VLAD THE IMPALER(fucking told you my imagination is something specially sick)
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WHEN A MAN SPENDS HIS ENTIRE LIFE LIVING LOVING HATRED OF HIMSELF AND THAT MAN HAS GIVEN ALL IN SACRIFICES FOR THOSE WHO SAID PRETTY UGLY THINGS SO LOUD IN ABSENCES OF GOLD HEARTED BLACKENED SOULS WHICH ONLY SAID THOUGHTS OF YOU ONLY AFTER MY TEXTS SAYING HOW I FEEL SO UNLOVABLE AND UNLOVED AND HE GETS GOD SHOWING ALL YOUR WICKED WAYS YOU CAN NEVER AGAIN PUSH YOUR EVIL WORDS INTO HIS STEEL TRAPPED KNOWING OF YOUR TRUEST NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES WHICH SUICIDAL HEROIN DAYDREAMS IN HALF EMPTIED NEEDLES LEFT INSIDE NEAR COMATOSE THREE HOURS LATER AWAKENED BY DISAPPOINTMENT AND SELF DISGUST FOR NOT GETTING IT ALL INSIDE BEFORE I FELL OUT AND THAT MAN SEES SUCH CLARITY YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FAR WISER NOT UNDERESTIMATING HIS ABILITY TO FUCKING HATE YOU SO PERFECTLY THAT HE NO LONGER FEARS ANYTHING SIMPLY BECAUSE HE STILL LIVES AND HAS BECOME IGNITED AND LIFTED BY HIS OWN SEETHROUGH MINUTE SELF IN UNWORTHY PRAISES FOR STILL HAVING ANOTHER DAY TO BE FULLY ALIVE IN GRATITUDE OF THAT BEAUTIFUL MERCIFUL LOVE WHICH ONLY HE KNOWS IN CERTAINTY WHICH MAKES YOU NOT ONLY IRRELEVANT BUT MORE DELIGHTFUL IS YOU HAVE BECOME INVISIBLE AND HIS SILENT GNAWING OF YOUR SOUL WRITHING INSIDE LUSTFUL DISGRACED SHAMING OF YOUR PUTRID BODY AND YOUR OWN TINY INTELLIGENT NON THINKING BRAIN MADE YOU HIS REASON TO PUNISH ALL YOU DID TO ATTEMPT TO RUTHLESSLY KILL HIM AND HIS KNOWING OF ALL YOU DO NOT MAKES HIM TROT AROUND IN FULL VIEW JUST HOPING TO SEE YOU FEELING TOUGH AND APPROACHING ME I LAUGH EVERYWHERE I GO KNOWING SOME STUFF AND THINGS THAT YOU NEVER EVEN BOTHERED TO TRY TO KNOW AND THAT MOUNTAIN OF A MONSTER MAN KNOWS HE LOVES THE WAY HIS OWN SILENCE FEELS AS I WRITE WITH PRECISION WORDS YOU CANNOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE WIRDS IN THESE VERY INTELLECTUALLY WISDOM THREADED SYLLABLES DO FOR YOU AS YOU COLDLY AND REMORSELESSLY IMPOSED UPON MY OWN FIGHT TO SURVIVE AND THIS SILENT MOUNTAIN IS PRIMED TO BECOME A BIOLOGICAL VOLCANO OF TRUTH THAT TEARS YOUR SPIRIT DOWN KMOWING MY OWN VACANCY INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN BODY AND THE THICKER MY VENOM THE MORE YOU ARE BENT OVER AND ITS SO ABOVE YOUR HEAD YOU SIMPLY FEEL SICKNESS WITHOUT THE BRAIN TO KNOW WHY.
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CHOICES ARE SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU
As though a dog spinning ridiculously in circles for the perfect spot to lay down on your blanket
You stack fifteen pillows and duvets covered shams of piles in bed to be removed before sleeping
You so fearfully dare never remove that goddamned sticker tag of any of those pretty pillows of sadness tear stains
Why pound your head against the head board pretty little lady?
Why is it you hunger for bigger better faster more?
Why do you pay men to fill your chests so you can have such heavy breasts?
Why do you pay those sociological nut case skin job professionally educated to annihilate your spirit in two week check ups and drain tube pulling?
Why do you walk aisles at ULTA looking for your perfect skin color matches to burn down your pretty
Spiritual center body you know nothing of reality
While pursuing 24 hour fitness planet fitness cross training massacres handed out by spotters motivational predators in wide wife beating attire?
Why do you window shopping weekend spending time outside looking inside at man made beautyless trinket run which will positively cost your storage unit bills?
Why do you browse other people’s trash looking for your own precious treasures on their two penny feebie bins?
Why do you pay so lavishly for Armani tailor fitted body definition in pant suits sexiness?
Why do you keep looking out outside for what will fill up your empty insides by making uhaul reservation to uproot your babies and insure they have no
Childhood friends
For life?
Why cannot you infer my words and remaining unheard my cries for help
For your soul in danger
Fail to reach the ears of the only mandatory reporting enitity
You are the pro in advocating your self pain
Yet you are the taliban of your own version of your own worst enemy so afraid of
YOUR SELF
UNABLE TO TRUST YOUR SELF
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY REFUSE
TO SIMPLY LIVE
LOVING
Your
Fles?????!!!!
you see so well only with your ocular muscles
And you let them keep your busy body sanctuary in snap judgement to move away from
Instinct danger
While you find my words familiar LOOKING
my messages do nothing like hit home
no the bottle I send my notes out to sea in
you see as recyclables and toss them straight in the bin
Seeing only an empty glass shattered bottle
instead of realizing the note for help screaming lonely inside
Will be picked up by Thursday’s trash collection
And your raft will never arrive
Because you are choosing to be busy
Instead of even risking sitting in silence
Because you can still hear your spirit crying
Despite so dense white noise brain scrambling nightmare daytime nightlife in prisons
You paint your own clown sadness face
Which falls onto your pillow because you are too tired to even take your green contacts out before
You collapse until manana
I see you sad and lonely amongst your friends who are no friendly beings
as you feel differently inside how every one else
Treats your outsides
And it makes your insides heavy with emptiness
just because you refuse to be spirit
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I AM TRUTHFUL AND I AM SAYING TO YOU I JUST FREEFORMED MY FUCKING MASTERPIECE AS MASTER PEACE AND I GIVE IT TO YOU WITH ALL MY LOVING HEART. BLESSINGS ALWAYS. BE YOU, YOURE WORTH IT. I, LOVE DIVINE DO SOLEMY SWEAR TO WISH I SURE COULD JUST LOVE YOU, BEAUTIFUL YOU AND ALL😿
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#ohgodhowiwishyoucouldjustloveme2
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I CAN NOT STOP PURGING THOSE LIES SO EVIL PLANTED IN MY OWN DEAD BODY
How very much I would not feel this way inside of my own body
In knowing the truthful misassessed judgement of what is good
And what I thought once so confusingly what is evil
I so filled with wretched blackened intentions of you who I was a devoted and worthless slave who must
Clean those toilets you sat on purging your vile excrements
And now I so loathe your living love
With violence and stormy waters of seas which want only to hate you so perfectly drowned
Just to one time see you hurt a moment
As lifetimes seconds I spent existing in the absence of all things beautiful inside
How much I know now that turns my stomach vimitously angrily set to wretch out your own spirit left inside me in scars on my veiny arms to show my own actions in factual representation of all I have NEVER ONCE FELT INSIDE
Because your lovingly emptying of my inner beauty
And your water soaked campfire spirits
Did all you could to extinguish my little light inside
And how miserably you failed
And left scars inside which cover every surface of my soul
And now you chose mistakenly to make me
A
Nemesis
To your life
And made me feel like picking your life apart as the garage sale rubbish bins you love life to be
As you pile hundred dollar bills inside your refrigerator sized numerical safe
And I know how much you have done
To me
Now I am hating your soul
So beautifully
And I live above caring for you
And will take your world apart
And jail you
If I am feeling merciful
And do not feel like prosecution of your world
In gas chamber ending
To your inflicted wickedness
In my own suicidal struggles
#Thesefuckingmonkeys
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#poemsporn
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KNOWING SO TRULY LITTLE YOU READ EMPTY SHELLS INSIDE LAYING SEEDS OF HEALING REMAIN UNINTERESTING TO YOU
You care not to know about real mental health nightmares
You choose to believe those mountains do never need to be climbed
You choose to pay with deadly intentions deadly and evil smiling assassination attempts without respite
You take away my quality of life in my own healthy achievements
And thrust me headlong into crisis management navigation just to reach my own medical prescriptions
You choose to steal my souls fire by carelessly imposing broken promises in words through text appear so beautiful and well spoken in my own craving just a moment of you allowing me to survive
Just one precious restful moment away from your living love murderous poisons written to appear so godlike
Saying in text
I am sorry
I got you
I want to help you
I promise to be listening always
I loooooooooooooooooove you soooooooooooo much
Hiding that venomous and virally deadly suicidal poisonous soul stealing diseased ideation of how siooooooooo wonder full you truly seem now
You are filled honestly with wonder
Not even wise enough to see that very sickening thinking you share with all those who so adore you because you stopped shooting dope and lost over a hundred pounds
So your evil friends can at least stand
Just to look at you
In your empty shell
So dead inside
You have no hope
Period
Fucking forget being forgiven fir your despicable living debaucherous and grossness filled
Shitty air piping in hot noxious clouds expelled from your too loosened anus
And you have made me so sick of your shit
I want to take all your life apart
And now how the evidence mountains to have not a need for legal representations in any way
To lock you away from the life you built yourself
Upon my back
And imprison you for your remainder of breaths in this shit scented air
To be spent in four by eight concrete cells
Because you hated me so well
And now I hate you so much better
And will hate you right where you belong
Living loving myself for once and for all saying
I HAVE MOTHERFUCKING HAD FUCKING ENOUGH OF YOUR SHITTY SELF
AND I LOATHE YOU EVERY MOMENT WITH HELLISH AND WICKED DISGUSTED KNOWING
WHO YOU ARE
having already forgotten in just a few seconds
why in hell I ever saw anything good
about you at all
because you are the ugliest
shit human I have ever even met
and I hate how you wanted to feel inside
me
YOU SHOULD TRY TO GIVE ME EVEN A TINY REASON NOT TO JAIL YOU FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOUR LIFE
In the case you built against your own self
In a capital murder
Courtroom shaming
For your truest actions which I have such documents that I can mail your gas chamber recommendation
And know you will breath less
By miles
Than I wanted for you
goddamn you!
you forced me to want you to hurt
and I wanted to kill myself
why would you want this?
I definitely never dreamed I would want this
yet you have no other option
So hating you the best is what I wish to do
While never getting closer to you
Than across a courtroom prosecution and defendant separated pursuit of your just desserts
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YOU HAVE FULL BODY ABSENT OF KNOWING ME IN EVERY WAY
You do not know one second of my life
You know fucking nothing of what is my experience
You know fucking nothing of pain I survived
You know fucking zero about misery I lived
You know fucking zero about my homeless living
You know fucking zero about my eighteen thousand two hundred fifty battles won against evil
You know fucking zero about suicidal emptiness LADENED seconds I survived alone
You know fucking zero about the lifetimes I have lived and died tragically in heroin melodies danced into my heart with furious hatred of my own disgrace
You know fucking nothing about the physical pain which raised my pain threshold into Jupiter’s orbit
You know fucking zero about the miles I have walked dopesickened and deadly Illnesses which pushed me tirelessly sleeplessly towards a burned house squatting smack dealing leech doctor of the painful living that ails me
You know fucking nothing of even one second where drawing toilet water from a service station bathroom without a working sink for clean like water without MRSA to cook out of it
You know fucking zero of my self loathing hatred in shaking hands with the real Devil for trading my soul for a twenty dollar bag of poison named sweetly heroin in absolute trickery in oxymoronic self assessment without anything valuable inside me
You fucking know less than nothing about one moment of my life
How dare you judge me?!!!!!!!!
You said suicidal heroin deadly isolation fighting your hatred with adoration for how ugliness you made me feel inside hiding your venomous intentions inside smiles and proclaimed confusing hugs which ripped my soul to pieces and made heroin numbness my only option for any semblance of peace inside
You know fucking so much less about me than to know my longing stares at a cemetery from behind treatment clinic prison Windows and how delightful and delicious that graveyard gathering of lost souls seemingly so truly vampire dreamy romantic and how my own grace serenaded me with such silent pretty songs which made me seek first romantically encountered sexual predation of innocents in girls nakedness against headstones bent over so I could deliver my truest wickedness inside them with thrusts violent and deadly into their very souls
You know fucking nothing of my own romantic spirit and how my own mastery of romance revealed itself in vampire love stories which made me crave a beautiful woman’s blood to trickle down my chin after having fed upon that sweet cherry wine liquid filling her veins and keeping her warm so I can feed
You know nothing of the demons whom danced inside my own head out of your stupidity in ocular devotion as blackness seeped into my body at will to those demonic real entities which had free will to rape my soul at birth and everything since
You fucking know so little you do not know how little you know little of anything real and valuable
You see with your eyes and read in consuming content less unworthy words rammed so voraciously down your chronically halitosised mouthful of teeth not even resembling smiles but exactly appearing as they are in roundworm clenching parasitic feeding off of another person’s pain so direly feeling understood while remaining to truly understand your own world
You fucking knowing nothing at all goodwill in nature
You know only skyscraper suicides and street urchin disgusting refusal to have spare change in your vault of money filled vacationing lifestyle of the rich and soulless
You fucking stupid monkeys know less than nothing
And you are so very mountainous inside your puny self thinker
And what you do mot know
Should fucking terrify you
But, quite contrarian you choose proud smartest self in superiority to all lesser creatures
These unworthy homeless swine you deny a chance to even survive
With heads held high and flags in masks you proudly parade around
Just dying to be like every one
Else
And that is why I can not care
And in every way possible to infer my messages
In every possible defining understanding of what the letter combinations I apply to what I say
In every conceived way imaginable
I
CANNOT
MISS
You
Metaphors and limericks aside
In blunt truthful disgusting revelation to what you mean to me
Not only can I NOT MISS YOU
BUT RATHER
I DO NOT MISS YOU LITERALLY FIGURATIVELY METAPHYSICALLY RHETORICALLY INTENTIONALLY AND ABSOLUTELY DEADLY ACCURATELY WILL NEVER MISS YOU AS I SCRIBE SMALL TALK SO ABOVE YOUR DEADHEAD
AS I PREDATE UPON THE WICKEDNESS INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN CORPSE WITHOUT YOU ANY THE
WISER
AND I AM TIPTOING THROUGH DAISY FILLED MEADOWS OF ROMANTIC LOVE
WITHOUT ANYTHING MORE THAN I SHUDDER TO THINK
OF HOW UGLY YOU NARCISSISTIC SAVAGELY VOIDED
TRULY APPEAR WITHOUT YOU EEN HAVING THE ABILITY TO CHANGE MY OWN OPINION
REGARDLESS OF WETHER OR NOT YOU CARE TO KNOW
I TRUTHFULLY CONFESS I HOPE TO GOD YOU DO NOT BOTHER TRYING TO READ WHAT I SAY
I ALREADY KNOW YOU ARE NOT ONE OF GODS GOOD ONES
SO GO FUCK YOURSELF
YOU JUST LIVE TO LOVE GETTING YOUR OWN SELF FUCKED SO WELL
THINKING YOUR SHIT DOTH NOT PUTRIFY THE AIR AROUND YOU
FOR YOUR HEAD IS TRULY SO FAR UP YOUR OWN ASSES
THAT YOU JUST ADORE THE WAY YOUR OWN BRAND
OF METHANE GAS
SMELLS DELIGHTFULLY WELL
AND I HAVE ALREADY CAST YOU ASIDE
AS I ASCEND
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THE CONFUSION OF “MEN OF MANY THOUGHTS” NON SENSICAL SELF PROCLAIMED WISE SCRIBE
THE CONFUSION OF “MEN OF MANY THOUGHTS” NON SENSICAL SELF PROCLAIMED WISE SCRIBE
THE CONFUSION OF “MEN OF MANY THOUGHTS” NON SENSICAL SELF PROCLAIMED WISE SCRIBE
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OH HOW YOU LOVE THAT COMMON NON SENSE
PROUDLY MARCHING PARADES OF TWO BY TWO TERRIFIED HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART ELDERLIES SO AFRAID OF LOSING THE ONLY ONE TOLERANT OF YOUR SHIT IN HIS CHEAPER TO KEEPER MIND SET OF DEVOTED YES DEAR DOGHOUSE BALLS WITH CHAINS RUSTED TO ANKLES OF CAPTIVES LOCKED INSIDE FROWNING FAMILY DINNERS WITH BLACK EYED PRETEND NEW HAPPY HAIRDO IN MUMUS PURPLE RAINED SILVER FOXES PLAYING PINNACLE PINOCHLE CRIBBAGE PEGGED DRESS PATTERNS DREAMING OF BALLROOM PRINCESSES INSIDE HER OWN SLAVES BODY HELD DOWN SO LONG SHE SHRINKS INTO A PLOT PEACE NEXT DOOR TO GOOD OL HENRY HAVING BEEN LEFT BY HIM TO FIND HER WAY BESIDE HIM IN HIS ALCOHOLISM AND VIOLENCE EULOGY OF DEAR OL DAD WHO BELIEVES CAPITAL PUNISHMENT IS HOW YOU ASK SOMEONE TO HELP YOU IN BRUISES LEFT UNDERNEATH COVERUP SO THICK YOUR CORPSE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU EXCEPT ACTUALLY COLD INSTEAD OF THAT HORRIBLE WARM DEAD PERSON HUGGING HEROIN EMPTINESS INTO GRANDCHILDREN FOR XMAS IN PRETTY PAPERED BOXES FILLED WITH AVON COLOGNES YOU FIND SO SIMILAR TO WHAT THEY NEED FOR YOUR OWN NOSE SO FULL OF DEATH THAT JUST TRYING TO MAKE THE WORLD SMELL BETTER IS YOUR VERSION OF GRANNY KITCHEN WITCHES HAPPINESS?
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I AM SO CALM AND SO BOMB THERE IS STORMS IN MY FINGERTIPS WHICH SEND YOUR SPIRIT THROUGH ATMOSPHERIC PRESSURE YOU DO NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU CANNOT FEEL AND YOU RESERVE SERVICE OF MAKING LOVE RESTRICTED TO PORNO POWERED SWEAT FESTS OF DISAPPOINTMENT AND I WANNA ROMANCE YOUR SOUL LIKE THE MASTER MY MOTHER NAMED MASTER EVEN IN HER HATRED OF ME AND I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM TO STILL BE HERE SO MAYBE SHOW ME SOMETHING LIVING LOVING IN RETURN AND ASK YOURSELF WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO STOP MAKING LOVE AND UNDERSTAND.
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GOD MOVED ME TO LEAVE EVERYONE A MESSAGE AND MY LOVE STORY RIDDLED NOTEBOOK IS MY GIFT TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO SEE GOD WORKING AMAZINGLY MERCIFUL LOVING THINGS IN ME.
THIS NOTEBOOK IS FILLED TO CAPACITY WITH MY HEART ACHED LONGING MY MOST BELOVED JUST TO LIKE ME A LITTLE ENOUGH TO FEEL WORTH LIVING IN ANYTHING LESS THAN HEROIN SUICIDAL LIFESTYLE LIFETIME SECOND TIME CLOCK OF MY GREATEST ANGST OF YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT
I must sadly say that yesterday I went for a long bike ride and decided to swing by this exact locale and I found all evidence left behind of Gods miracles in that overflowing notebook and note I left behind with the image of the LAST SUPPER I had been blessed as my own finding of said plaque and as I rode closer I found no trace at all that these messages had even been there
In my own experience I must confess I whole hole heartedly believe some Longview, Washington resident picked up these particular items to discard them in “AN APPROPRIATE WASTE BIN TRASH CAN” and I did not feel disappointed or as if I lost my any thing.
What I know is I felt happily contented knowing some one chose selfishly to scrap these messages so those MEANT TO HEAR THESE MESSAGES COULD NOT EVEN SEE GOD
CRYING OUT HOW BEAUTIFUL WE ARE INSIDE.
Yes I am positive that these awfully selfish and truly self LESSENED humans are a breed of monster that hunts behind gospel smiles walking erect as Jesus once momentarily stood upright and these individuals are so monstrous they see all as garbage and only because inside
They are so trashed.
I do not feel insulted at all and hope I am right as that diary journal notebook full of hopelessness and emptiness from monsters in clothing who desperately wish to appear like sheep as every other in the herd in their fight to be just exactly the same.
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NEMESIS IS A RIGHTEOUS RETRIBUTION DELIVERED BY AN APPROPRIATE AGENT.
PERSONIFIED IN MY CASE BY ONE CAPABLE HORRIBLE CUNTING EVIL MIND WITH A HEART OF GOLD AND A LIKNS COURAGEOUS FANGED STEEL TOOTHED SON OF A BITCH BAD ASS MOTHERFUCKER.
PLEASE DO NOT MAKE ME YOUR NEMESIS.
ITS FIVE BUCKS WORTHY ADVICE YOU WOULD SERVE YOURSELF WELL TO MAKE SENSE OF.
JUST SAYING
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THIS IS SERIOUSLY RECOVERY OF SPIRITUAL WELL-BEING AND TOTAL TRUEST IMMUNITY
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MY ATTEMPT TO SAVE MY ENEMY THE LOSS OF ALL QUALITY OF LIFE IN REACHING AN EARLY AND DESERVING END TO THE INSANITY OF WICKED PEOPLE
Knowing you do nothing to understand the situation you have forced upon me
And in my final attempt to be genuinely kind
In my god like attempt to save
You from great great miserable experience
This is my last attempt for you to listen to me
Wether or not you have sense to know I have a case you built against yourself in so many reports that the ramifications legally are suffocating to me
Knowing you gave me absolutely zero choice but to seek my justice
You should consider signing this unit over to me and agree to pay property taxes as an amicable settlement
Which will completely stop this freight train you have mistakenly sent out of control
And I will not pursue any further action against you
This one time nonnegotiable settlement is offered in request you one time
Do the right thing to me
You are certain to blow me off
A d certain you will talk about me as insignificant
But Jessy I want to not ruin your life
And in a genuine act of goodwill
I offer you the olive branch
Make your choice
Knowing I can never care what you think
And you already lost so badly
I start pushing buttons
And it is nothing you will find a way to possibly avoid
If you want to accept this offer
You may tell jaucinta at cap that if my hen runs out I will not have to worry about losing my hen payment until it runs out
As your amazing bonus I am capable of delivering to you
So expected of you is already my baseline
So think it over
If you have the ability to even make sense
I will await your response through a message left at CAP
TELLING ME EVERYTHING IS OK
JESSY SAYS SHE GOT YOU
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