Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer (love & respect to dear, lonely Sinead O’Connor’s broken heart)

Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer (love & respect to dear, lonely Sinead O’Connor’s broken heart)

Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer (love & respect to dear, lonely Sinead O’Connor’s broken heart)


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Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!

Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!

Feels So Different Than Your Serenity Prayer released on Apple Music!! It’s just the teaser and spoiler alert! But it’s super dope and play this with candles lit, incense and let your worries go away! This’ll show you how Abel Prophett Music Pro handles one day at work!


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NATURAL ORDER NEVER LOSES AND ONLY MANKIND KEEPS TIME WHICH IS NOT NATURAL AND ONLY MAN BELIEVES WE WILL SURVIVE AS NATURAL ORDER HAS NOTHING BUT PATIENCE TO RESTORE LIFE ON EARTH WITHOUT MANKIND TO OFFER ANY KINDNIF OPPOSITION TO SLOW OR STOP NATURE FROM BEING REJUVENATED WITHOUT A SINGLE MAN TO KEEP AWAY THE SANCTUARY OF COHABITATION TO BE RETURNED TO PEACEFUL EXISTENCE WITHOUT MAN TO BE HERE TO PREVENT THE WORLD FEOM EXISTENCE IN STRESS FREE LUXURY.

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FIRST FACEBOOK TOOK AWAY MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH FOR TRUTHFUL ACCURACY OF PRESENT REALITY EVIL, NOW TWITTER DOES THE SAME AND BOTH SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS MADE MY POINT AND GAVE ME JOY FOR SIMPLY ABANDONING BOTH AND LEAVING THEM TO BE ACTIVE WITHOUT ME CARING IN THE LEAST👏👏

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#truthistruth #speakingtruthwithproof #truthfuldeclarations #mytruth #courageoustruthfulwordsdefyinglies

MY LITTLE BLACK BOX

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YOU LOVE EMPTY MEANINGS IN WORDY GREETINGS AND LIARS USING LYRES SINGING FUNERAL DIRGES IN SCOURGES OF VERBIAGE MEANING LESS DISCOURAGES

So you drink up this nectar I lather in honey filled brilliance

While never bothering to share even so much a a single thinking yours

And while you leeches steal my speeches you denial releasing of my own preaching

I do not have ability to care any less for you to understand a word I write

As fueling my gasoline rages in brokenness stages unreformed and unrefined your mind

You relate in sedate numbed pilates bodies without sole knowing of your own soul

You feed my demons their evil reasons to be unleashed upon your feeble boned mindlessness

And my leashes are taught and tightened in my grip which I might just choose to loosen my slipped grip

Letting my demonic tendencies of suicidal friendless diseases of heroin depletion

You so numbed dumb and blindly following asses if asses in herds of turds

My wicked grinned pleasures in delightful treasures captured in chests and breasts

And karaoke bars carnivorous predation for she who possesses most sedation in liquor libations

To bite steel fangs into curly cue bangs neck bone and femur arteries of sweet meat where I prefer to feed

Thinking stinking writhing within your reeking corpse so rotten and forgotten of your own soul

Tell me what you need to hear in order to make my messages clear

And I will deliver a dripping river between your inner and outer fleshly ravenously craving tasting that delicious anticipation sweaty skin

Or I will continue to while away hours dreaming of one in my showers

Leaving you further behind head up your own behind so confused and abused

My words have zero meaning to you and that is not my own plight by any means

I say what I mean as I mean what I say as mean in meanings you find meaningless shows your true powerless to form even one consciousness thought

As I tread not lightly upon your little light and mean you no harm unless you are failed to be warned

And then it is nothing of my concern because I know you simply must come to learn before you find peace inside your urn

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MY VAMPHYRII SELF IDEATION IN FANTASIES WRITTEN FROM ONE IMAGE INSIDE THIS TWISTED MIND SO DEADLY TO MY OWN SOUL CEMETERIES MADE MY MIDNIGHT PROWLING SPOKEN IN CALLS ANSWERED BY BROKEN FALLEN ANGELS CRAVING MY FANGS LOVERBOY PLAYMATES IN HELLISH DELIGHTED GRAVEYARD SEX SEXCAPADES OF BLOODLETTING DREAMLAND I LIVED AS VLAD THE IMPALER(fucking told you my imagination is something specially sick)

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WHEN A MAN SPENDS HIS ENTIRE LIFE LIVING LOVING HATRED OF HIMSELF AND THAT MAN HAS GIVEN ALL IN SACRIFICES FOR THOSE WHO SAID PRETTY UGLY THINGS SO LOUD IN ABSENCES OF GOLD HEARTED BLACKENED SOULS WHICH ONLY SAID THOUGHTS OF YOU ONLY AFTER MY TEXTS SAYING HOW I FEEL SO UNLOVABLE AND UNLOVED AND HE GETS GOD SHOWING ALL YOUR WICKED WAYS YOU CAN NEVER AGAIN PUSH YOUR EVIL WORDS INTO HIS STEEL TRAPPED KNOWING OF YOUR TRUEST NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES WHICH SUICIDAL HEROIN DAYDREAMS IN HALF EMPTIED NEEDLES LEFT INSIDE NEAR COMATOSE THREE HOURS LATER AWAKENED BY DISAPPOINTMENT AND SELF DISGUST FOR NOT GETTING IT ALL INSIDE BEFORE I FELL OUT AND THAT MAN SEES SUCH CLARITY YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FAR WISER NOT UNDERESTIMATING HIS ABILITY TO FUCKING HATE YOU SO PERFECTLY THAT HE NO LONGER FEARS ANYTHING SIMPLY BECAUSE HE STILL LIVES AND HAS BECOME IGNITED AND LIFTED BY HIS OWN SEETHROUGH MINUTE SELF IN UNWORTHY PRAISES FOR STILL HAVING ANOTHER DAY TO BE FULLY ALIVE IN GRATITUDE OF THAT BEAUTIFUL MERCIFUL LOVE WHICH ONLY HE KNOWS IN CERTAINTY WHICH MAKES YOU NOT ONLY IRRELEVANT BUT MORE DELIGHTFUL IS YOU HAVE BECOME INVISIBLE AND HIS SILENT GNAWING OF YOUR SOUL WRITHING INSIDE LUSTFUL DISGRACED SHAMING OF YOUR PUTRID BODY AND YOUR OWN TINY INTELLIGENT NON THINKING BRAIN MADE YOU HIS REASON TO PUNISH ALL YOU DID TO ATTEMPT TO RUTHLESSLY KILL HIM AND HIS KNOWING OF ALL YOU DO NOT MAKES HIM TROT AROUND IN FULL VIEW JUST HOPING TO SEE YOU FEELING TOUGH AND APPROACHING ME I LAUGH EVERYWHERE I GO KNOWING SOME STUFF AND THINGS THAT YOU NEVER EVEN BOTHERED TO TRY TO KNOW AND THAT MOUNTAIN OF A MONSTER MAN KNOWS HE LOVES THE WAY HIS OWN SILENCE FEELS AS I WRITE WITH PRECISION WORDS YOU CANNOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE WIRDS IN THESE VERY INTELLECTUALLY WISDOM THREADED SYLLABLES DO FOR YOU AS YOU COLDLY AND REMORSELESSLY IMPOSED UPON MY OWN FIGHT TO SURVIVE AND THIS SILENT MOUNTAIN IS PRIMED TO BECOME A BIOLOGICAL VOLCANO OF TRUTH THAT TEARS YOUR SPIRIT DOWN KMOWING MY OWN VACANCY INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN BODY AND THE THICKER MY VENOM THE MORE YOU ARE BENT OVER AND ITS SO ABOVE YOUR HEAD YOU SIMPLY FEEL SICKNESS WITHOUT THE BRAIN TO KNOW WHY.

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CHOICES ARE SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU

As though a dog spinning ridiculously in circles for the perfect spot to lay down on your blanket

You stack fifteen pillows and duvets covered shams of piles in bed to be removed before sleeping

You so fearfully dare never remove that goddamned sticker tag of any of those pretty pillows of sadness tear stains

Why pound your head against the head board pretty little lady?

Why is it you hunger for bigger better faster more?

Why do you pay men to fill your chests so you can have such heavy breasts?

Why do you pay those sociological nut case skin job professionally educated to annihilate your spirit in two week check ups and drain tube pulling?

Why do you walk aisles at ULTA looking for your perfect skin color matches to burn down your pretty

Spiritual center body you know nothing of reality

While pursuing 24 hour fitness planet fitness cross training massacres handed out by spotters motivational predators in wide wife beating attire?

Why do you window shopping weekend spending time outside looking inside at man made beautyless trinket run which will positively cost your storage unit bills?

Why do you browse other people’s trash looking for your own precious treasures on their two penny feebie bins?

Why do you pay so lavishly for Armani tailor fitted body definition in pant suits sexiness?

Why do you keep looking out outside for what will fill up your empty insides by making uhaul reservation to uproot your babies and insure they have no

Childhood friends

For life?

Why cannot you infer my words and remaining unheard my cries for help

For your soul in danger

Fail to reach the ears of the only mandatory reporting enitity

You are the pro in advocating your self pain

Yet you are the taliban of your own version of your own worst enemy so afraid of

YOUR SELF

UNABLE TO TRUST YOUR SELF

BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY REFUSE

TO SIMPLY LIVE

LOVING

Your

Fles?????!!!!

you see so well only with your ocular muscles

And you let them keep your busy body sanctuary in snap judgement to move away from

Instinct danger

While you find my words familiar LOOKING

my messages do nothing like hit home

no the bottle I send my notes out to sea in

you see as recyclables and toss them straight in the bin

Seeing only an empty glass shattered bottle

instead of realizing the note for help screaming lonely inside

Will be picked up by Thursday’s trash collection

And your raft will never arrive

Because you are choosing to be busy

Instead of even risking sitting in silence

Because you can still hear your spirit crying

Despite so dense white noise brain scrambling nightmare daytime nightlife in prisons

You paint your own clown sadness face

Which falls onto your pillow because you are too tired to even take your green contacts out before

You collapse until manana

I see you sad and lonely amongst your friends who are no friendly beings

as you feel differently inside how every one else

Treats your outsides

And it makes your insides heavy with emptiness

just because you refuse to be spirit

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I AM TRUTHFUL AND I AM SAYING TO YOU I JUST FREEFORMED MY FUCKING MASTERPIECE AS MASTER PEACE AND I GIVE IT TO YOU WITH ALL MY LOVING HEART. BLESSINGS ALWAYS. BE YOU, YOURE WORTH IT. I, LOVE DIVINE DO SOLEMY SWEAR TO WISH I SURE COULD JUST LOVE YOU, BEAUTIFUL YOU AND ALL😿

#poetcafe #poemsporn #igiveyoumymasterpiece #imjustwritinganimageivealwayshadinside

#ohgodhowiwishyoucouldjustloveme2

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KNOWING SO TRULY LITTLE YOU READ EMPTY SHELLS INSIDE LAYING SEEDS OF HEALING REMAIN UNINTERESTING TO YOU

You care not to know about real mental health nightmares

You choose to believe those mountains do never need to be climbed

You choose to pay with deadly intentions deadly and evil smiling assassination attempts without respite

You take away my quality of life in my own healthy achievements

And thrust me headlong into crisis management navigation just to reach my own medical prescriptions

You choose to steal my souls fire by carelessly imposing broken promises in words through text appear so beautiful and well spoken in my own craving just a moment of you allowing me to survive

Just one precious restful moment away from your living love murderous poisons written to appear so godlike

Saying in text

I am sorry

I got you

I want to help you

I promise to be listening always

I loooooooooooooooooove you soooooooooooo much

Hiding that venomous and virally deadly suicidal poisonous soul stealing diseased ideation of how siooooooooo wonder full you truly seem now

You are filled honestly with wonder

Not even wise enough to see that very sickening thinking you share with all those who so adore you because you stopped shooting dope and lost over a hundred pounds

So your evil friends can at least stand

Just to look at you

In your empty shell

So dead inside

You have no hope

Period

Fucking forget being forgiven fir your despicable living debaucherous and grossness filled

Shitty air piping in hot noxious clouds expelled from your too loosened anus

And you have made me so sick of your shit

I want to take all your life apart

And now how the evidence mountains to have not a need for legal representations in any way

To lock you away from the life you built yourself

Upon my back

And imprison you for your remainder of breaths in this shit scented air

To be spent in four by eight concrete cells

Because you hated me so well

And now I hate you so much better

And will hate you right where you belong

Living loving myself for once and for all saying

I HAVE MOTHERFUCKING HAD FUCKING ENOUGH OF YOUR SHITTY SELF

AND I LOATHE YOU EVERY MOMENT WITH HELLISH AND WICKED DISGUSTED KNOWING

WHO YOU ARE

having already forgotten in just a few seconds

why in hell I ever saw anything good

about you at all

because you are the ugliest

shit human I have ever even met

and I hate how you wanted to feel inside

me

YOU SHOULD TRY TO GIVE ME EVEN A TINY REASON NOT TO JAIL YOU FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOUR LIFE

In the case you built against your own self

In a capital murder

Courtroom shaming

For your truest actions which I have such documents that I can mail your gas chamber recommendation

And know you will breath less

By miles

Than I wanted for you

goddamn you!

you forced me to want you to hurt

and I wanted to kill myself

why would you want this?

I definitely never dreamed I would want this

yet you have no other option

So hating you the best is what I wish to do

While never getting closer to you

Than across a courtroom prosecution and defendant separated pursuit of your just desserts

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YOU HAVE FULL BODY ABSENT OF KNOWING ME IN EVERY WAY

You do not know one second of my life

You know fucking nothing of what is my experience

You know fucking nothing of pain I survived

You know fucking zero about misery I lived

You know fucking zero about my homeless living

You know fucking zero about my eighteen thousand two hundred fifty battles won against evil

You know fucking zero about suicidal emptiness LADENED seconds I survived alone

You know fucking zero about the lifetimes I have lived and died tragically in heroin melodies danced into my heart with furious hatred of my own disgrace

You know fucking nothing about the physical pain which raised my pain threshold into Jupiter’s orbit

You know fucking zero about the miles I have walked dopesickened and deadly Illnesses which pushed me tirelessly sleeplessly towards a burned house squatting smack dealing leech doctor of the painful living that ails me

You know fucking nothing of even one second where drawing toilet water from a service station bathroom without a working sink for clean like water without MRSA to cook out of it

You know fucking zero of my self loathing hatred in shaking hands with the real Devil for trading my soul for a twenty dollar bag of poison named sweetly heroin in absolute trickery in oxymoronic self assessment without anything valuable inside me

You fucking know less than nothing about one moment of my life

How dare you judge me?!!!!!!!!

You said suicidal heroin deadly isolation fighting your hatred with adoration for how ugliness you made me feel inside hiding your venomous intentions inside smiles and proclaimed confusing hugs which ripped my soul to pieces and made heroin numbness my only option for any semblance of peace inside

You know fucking so much less about me than to know my longing stares at a cemetery from behind treatment clinic prison Windows and how delightful and delicious that graveyard gathering of lost souls seemingly so truly vampire dreamy romantic and how my own grace serenaded me with such silent pretty songs which made me seek first romantically encountered sexual predation of innocents in girls nakedness against headstones bent over so I could deliver my truest wickedness inside them with thrusts violent and deadly into their very souls

You know fucking nothing of my own romantic spirit and how my own mastery of romance revealed itself in vampire love stories which made me crave a beautiful woman’s blood to trickle down my chin after having fed upon that sweet cherry wine liquid filling her veins and keeping her warm so I can feed

You know nothing of the demons whom danced inside my own head out of your stupidity in ocular devotion as blackness seeped into my body at will to those demonic real entities which had free will to rape my soul at birth and everything since

You fucking know so little you do not know how little you know little of anything real and valuable

You see with your eyes and read in consuming content less unworthy words rammed so voraciously down your chronically halitosised mouthful of teeth not even resembling smiles but exactly appearing as they are in roundworm clenching parasitic feeding off of another person’s pain so direly feeling understood while remaining to truly understand your own world

You fucking knowing nothing at all goodwill in nature

You know only skyscraper suicides and street urchin disgusting refusal to have spare change in your vault of money filled vacationing lifestyle of the rich and soulless

You fucking stupid monkeys know less than nothing

And you are so very mountainous inside your puny self thinker

And what you do mot know

Should fucking terrify you

But, quite contrarian you choose proud smartest self in superiority to all lesser creatures

These unworthy homeless swine you deny a chance to even survive

With heads held high and flags in masks you proudly parade around

Just dying to be like every one

Else

And that is why I can not care

And in every way possible to infer my messages

In every possible defining understanding of what the letter combinations I apply to what I say

In every conceived way imaginable

I

CANNOT

MISS

You

Metaphors and limericks aside

In blunt truthful disgusting revelation to what you mean to me

Not only can I NOT MISS YOU

BUT RATHER

I DO NOT MISS YOU LITERALLY FIGURATIVELY METAPHYSICALLY RHETORICALLY INTENTIONALLY AND ABSOLUTELY DEADLY ACCURATELY WILL NEVER MISS YOU AS I SCRIBE SMALL TALK SO ABOVE YOUR DEADHEAD

AS I PREDATE UPON THE WICKEDNESS INSIDE YOUR OWN ROTTEN CORPSE WITHOUT YOU ANY THE

WISER

AND I AM TIPTOING THROUGH DAISY FILLED MEADOWS OF ROMANTIC LOVE

WITHOUT ANYTHING MORE THAN I SHUDDER TO THINK

OF HOW UGLY YOU NARCISSISTIC SAVAGELY VOIDED

TRULY APPEAR WITHOUT YOU EEN HAVING THE ABILITY TO CHANGE MY OWN OPINION

REGARDLESS OF WETHER OR NOT YOU CARE TO KNOW

I TRUTHFULLY CONFESS I HOPE TO GOD YOU DO NOT BOTHER TRYING TO READ WHAT I SAY

I ALREADY KNOW YOU ARE NOT ONE OF GODS GOOD ONES

SO GO FUCK YOURSELF

YOU JUST LIVE TO LOVE GETTING YOUR OWN SELF FUCKED SO WELL

THINKING YOUR SHIT DOTH NOT PUTRIFY THE AIR AROUND YOU

FOR YOUR HEAD IS TRULY SO FAR UP YOUR OWN ASSES

THAT YOU JUST ADORE THE WAY YOUR OWN BRAND

OF METHANE GAS

SMELLS DELIGHTFULLY WELL

AND I HAVE ALREADY CAST YOU ASIDE

AS I ASCEND

#Thesefuckingmonkeys

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I AM SO CALM AND SO BOMB THERE IS STORMS IN MY FINGERTIPS WHICH SEND YOUR SPIRIT THROUGH ATMOSPHERIC PRESSURE YOU DO NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU CANNOT FEEL AND YOU RESERVE SERVICE OF MAKING LOVE RESTRICTED TO PORNO POWERED SWEAT FESTS OF DISAPPOINTMENT AND I WANNA ROMANCE YOUR SOUL LIKE THE MASTER MY MOTHER NAMED MASTER EVEN IN HER HATRED OF ME AND I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM TO STILL BE HERE SO MAYBE SHOW ME SOMETHING LIVING LOVING IN RETURN AND ASK YOURSELF WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO STOP MAKING LOVE AND UNDERSTAND.

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THIS IS SERIOUSLY RECOVERY OF SPIRITUAL WELL-BEING AND TOTAL TRUEST IMMUNITY

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MY ATTEMPT TO SAVE MY ENEMY THE LOSS OF ALL QUALITY OF LIFE IN REACHING AN EARLY AND DESERVING END TO THE INSANITY OF WICKED PEOPLE

Knowing you do nothing to understand the situation you have forced upon me

And in my final attempt to be genuinely kind
In my god like attempt to save
You from great great miserable experience
This is my last attempt for you to listen to me

Wether or not you have sense to know I have a case you built against yourself in so many reports that the ramifications legally are suffocating to me

Knowing you gave me absolutely zero choice but to seek my justice

You should consider signing this unit over to me and agree to pay property taxes as an amicable settlement

Which will completely stop this freight train you have mistakenly sent out of control

And I will not pursue any further action against you

This one time nonnegotiable settlement is offered in request you one time

Do the right thing to me

You are certain to blow me off
A d certain you will talk about me as insignificant

But Jessy I want to not ruin your life

And in a genuine act of goodwill

I offer you the olive branch

Make your choice

Knowing I can never care what you think

And you already lost so badly

I start pushing buttons

And it is nothing you will find a way to possibly avoid

If you want to accept this offer

You may tell jaucinta at cap that if my hen runs out I will not have to worry about losing my hen payment until it runs out

As your amazing bonus I am capable of delivering to you

So expected of you is already my baseline
So think it over
If you have the ability to even make sense

I will await your response through a message left at CAP
TELLING ME EVERYTHING IS OK
JESSY SAYS SHE GOT YOU

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Knowing you do nothing to understand the situation you have forced upon meAnd in my final attempt to be genuinely kindIn my god like attempt to saveYou from great great miserable experienceThis is my last attempt for you to listen to meWether or not you have sense to know I have a case you built against yourself in so many reports that the ramifications legally are suffocating to meKnowing you gave me absolutely zero choice but to seek my justiceYou should consider signing this unit over to me and agree to pay property taxes as an amicable settlementWhich will completely stop this freight train you have mistakenly sent out of controlAnd I will not pursue any further action against youThis one time nonnegotiable settlement is offered in request you one timeDo the right thing to meYou are certain to blow me offA d certain you will talk about me as insignificantBut Jessy I want to not ruin your lifeAnd in a genuine act of goodwillI offer you the olive branchMake your choiceKnowing I can never care what you thinkAnd you already lost so badlyI start pushing buttonsAnd it is nothing you will find a way to possibly avoidIf you want to accept this offerYou may tell jaucinta at cap that if my hen runs out I will not have to worry about losing my hen payment until it runs outAs your amazing bonus I am capable of delivering to youSo expected of you is already my baselineSo think it overIf you have the ability to even make senseI will await your response through a message left at CAPTELLING ME EVERYTHING IS OKJESSY SAYS SHE GOT YOU

FACTUAL EVIDENCE OF MY OWN TORTMENTORS

IF YOU ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO INVEST IN MY SCRIBINGS AND SHORT STORIES YOU WILL SEE MY BEGINNINGS WHEN GOD STARTED SENDING CLEAR AND CONCISE MESSAGES TO ME THE THIRD TIME I HAD RUN THROUGH SPIN CYCLE 30 DAY SPIN DRYS AND HAVING SPENT MY LIFE FEEDING OFF OF LYRICS ISOLATION PAINFUL LONELY HEART BREAK AND FEELING I WOULD NEVER WRITE EVEN ONE GOOD LYRIC I CAME OUT OF THE GATE WICKEDNESS AND EMOTIONALLY EFFECTIVE IN ONE PICTURE INSIDE MY MIMDS EYE.

IF YOU ARE ACTUALLY FOLLOWING ALONG AND NOT JUST HITTIN’THAT COCKSUCKING PASSIVE INDIFFERENCE OF BRAINLESSLY CLICKING A MOTHERFUCKING BUTTON SO NOT A BUTTON YET PEOPLE CANT HELP CLICKING CUNTY AND ROTTEN APATHETIC “LIKES”STRICTLY BECAUSE EVERYONE SELLS EVERYTHING OUT AT COVER PRICE

WHAT MAKES ME SICK IS HOW MUCH PEOPLE ACTUALLY “READING” AND LITERALLY DO NOT BEGIN TO KNOW THAT WORDS ARE NOT THOSE PRETTY JUNIOR HIGH BUBBLES LETTERED IN DREAMY LOVENOTES WRITTEN IN HOLLOWED OUT SEED SHELLS WITH NOTHING INSIDE AS A PIT MEANT TO NOURISH THOSE LISTENING WITH ACTIONS THAT MAKE JUST ONE SIMPLY KIND TEXT SENT SAYING

hey you I was just thinking of you and it warmed my heart

YOU CHOOSE TO DENY EVEN KNOWING HOW TO USE WORDS IN ANY WAY APPROPRIATE BECAUSE IN EVERY WORD YOU READ ALL YOU SAW WERE WORDS THAT LOOKED MADE FROM PRETTY BALLOONS AND THAT IS AS SMART AS WANTING TO CONSTRUCT A THEATER AND SITTING IN THE HOME DEPOT PARKING LOT AWAITING SOMEONE TO SERVE YOU INDEFINITELY FROM OPEN TO CLOSE DAILY

WONDERING EVERY NIGHT GETTING HOME HOW COME THEM SONS A BITCHEZ AINT GOT THAT FUCKER BUILT YET!!

Mollies so empty of qualities i know too well

You are a nonstarter

And in no time showing me the coldest

And by being unable to be forgiven

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JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY SHOULD MAKE YOU FEEL AS BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AS I KNOW YOU NOT ONLY CAN BE BUT ALSO HOW TRULY BEAUTIFUL YOU CLEARLY DREAM OF BEING STARING AT YOUR FAVE IN THE MIRROR LOVED SO EMPTY INSIDE YOUR SOUL IS FAR OUTSIDE YOUR MOST SENSITIVE PERIPHERAL SIGHT SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU RELY ON OUTER OOTICS RATHER THAN PREFERRED SEEING WITH YOUR INNER THIRD EYE❤️

Blessings always 😇😇😇🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️❤️

#lovedivine #myonlynameislove Abel Prophett artistic expression 2021 MAY SPRING PHOTOGRAPHY

#poetcafe

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ONE OF FIFTY SNAPS I GOT ENJOYMENT IN BICYCLE RIDE TO CELEBRATE GODS BEAUTIFUL FEMININE DIVINITY IN NATURAL LIGHT

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SOAK IN THE MAJESTIC AND MERCIFUL LIVING LOVING MOTHER CREATOR❤️

BLESSINGS ALWAYS

#lovedivine #myonlynameislove @lovedivine c2021 Abel Prophett artistic expression Abel Prophett love divine Gods most beautiful me🔥🔥🔥😇😇😇

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I FUCKING HOPE YOU DONT WANNA READ MY BRILLIANCE CAUSE FUCK YOU FOR LEECHING OFF MY SOUL WHICH GOD LOVES ME AND YOU WANT ME DEAD OF HEROIN SUICIDE BECAUSE IM SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I AM A PRIVILEGED AND LOVED BY GOD BAD ASS HUMAN WHO DOESNT EVEN LIKE HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE ME AT ALL FUCKING GROSS🤮

Dudes and dudettes

If you only knew what I know

I have loved and adored all of you

And you even hated my baby newborn self so much

That by four you made me so ugly inside

I wept and just wished I would die

The baby me was a fucking bad ass

Living love machine

Standing in heartbreak every second

Just because my own mother hated me

So everybody got to hate me well

Really well they freely hunted and killed me

Granny even so wicked as to yank my body by the hair

If I wouldn’t catch up

You let the world fucking hunt my soul

As every monster inside the desert crypts

Filled with three year old nightmare monsters

Demons lived in my head and seeing my mother

And seeing my beloved brother Devin

Chained up inside being swarmed by werewolves

And vampires and the horrible gargoyles

Hanging as I watched helplessly outside the cold dead steel bars

My demon riddled human huntress and those godawful weremen who used my body while watching porn

Then force my body to be cuddled by a man in no way a father

Albeit in my life these weremen preachers and teachers and sitters

And boyfriend and grandfather and older brothers

All so liberal with torture and family dinners celebrating with all who grinned their fangs and chuckled inside his hairchested non god like savages in wolfs clothing

While Sheepy creepers in relatives feeding me liquid to shut me up

Those motherfuckers who allowed my mother to so constantly try to kill me for bothering her

Who watched grandpa Eddie stare me down with knowing daggers

I could have not one moment of shelter

You allowed a woman who killed my older brother and got to add his death

To her broken spiritual soul who I am so sad had to live with that

I no longer wish to hate her, I can only mourn her soul

I didn’t know better at all and spent my whole life needing her to just one time remember the baby I was born

Who I now returned my own recollections of B my inadequacy

My own agreement that you were right and I am only worth a heroin death

I stopped listening

Because God sang to me

And I am something else entirely

And just a checker experience makes GOOD PEOPLE

Tell me what a nice guy I am

Cause I quit trying to find One if you to act like which I agreed only worthy of dying

And I stopped listening to your small time psycho babble

Just pure nonsense and self assuming

Real smart sheep

Cause you walk around now letting everybody know you can’t give one fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a instant of thought with reason

So far out of your awareness and you read and read and read getting more good smarts with Dunce caps and whirlybird propeller on top

So smart that reading words you know of nothing in meaning

So if you think I write nothing and I am nothing

I know I do not give a fraction of a fraction of a molecular fuck

About what you think

Cause you dumb cunts checked out long ago

And all words have no meaning to you

And this shit I write is dense with emotional response of self awareness

Of God given sight and truthful vengeance

If which I am a significant

NEMESIS

A RIGHTEOUS INFLICTION OF RETRIBUTION

DELIVERED BY AN APPROPRIATE AGENT

WHICH IS PERSONIFIED IN ONE HORRIBLE AND WICKEDLY TREACHEROUS CUNT

NAMELY

ABEL PROPHETT

If YOUVE made it this far and are right here with me

GOD BLESS YOU AND START DONT MAKING NONSENSE FOR HEAVENS SAKE

BECAUSE IF YOU HEAR IT OR DO NOT

I HAVE NOT ONLY HEARD THE CRIES

BUT I ALSO ALWAYS CRIED UNHEARD AND PUNISHED ANY WAY

CERTAINLY HAVING BEEN GIVEN SOMETHING TO CRY ABOUT

AND IF YOU HEAR MY MELODIES

THEN LETS START MAKING LIVING LOVING HEALING AND DRYING IF SOUL TEARS

AND POSITIVELY STOP FUCKING EACH OTHER

Just embrace our inner beauty

And living dreams come true

In stead instead of staying exactly the goddamned same selfless

Soulless and the void of space between the stars

Instead of in stead choosing to make yourself feel

So ugly inside of everyone our intelligence counter intelligent and sensual sensical stubbornness of dead space

In place

Where only love resides

Spraying our empty living void loved dead and deaf and blind and dumb and thicknesses of skulls

And I hope your right here

With me now

Cause I love you so much

I only want to give you you

I would never want anything taken from you

And I will die for you

To fly as you are and shining so bright

The sun wears glasses

Because beautiful soul we should make love always

Giving unabashedly love that even half a world away you can fill someone with raptures so beautiful

Just by saying I was

Thinking of you

Rather than leaving someone awaiting your thoughts

Dying a blacked heroin death

Loved ugliness inside

I hate so much how you feel inside

With vengeance I hate how you feel inside

And I am coming for you

And you won’t see me

Because I am a fucking

JUGGERNAUTS MASTERY WITH POWER YOU GET LEVELED FROM ONE LETTER

You won’t know is your doom

Because God carried me through your hell in corpses dressed like parasites of soul

And I’m so fucking capable of bad and one snicker of mine

Cripples you inside

Feeling bent the fuck in half as a lunatic demon vampires kingship

I am sovereign to your language having not chosen to love words

But left alone with only words

To find the meaning of…

How can you let them hurt me

Why do you hate me so much

Which was the language none of you understood

So you just took me as screaming at you

And said I’m listening and looking me in the eyes

While doing word searches inside your head

Knowing what words look like

Too dumb to put them together

And make any retarded step up

Making sense of those words you just have to say

Without a fucking clue what you are saying

So saying hey fuck you and die you ugly waste of human skins

You bake in Betty Crocker ovens and icing sugar with gumdrops and cinnamon candy covered and dressing pretty on silver platters made by Rubbermaid

And drive over just to deliver it super specially god like and all

Ring the fucking door bell

Say here you go I made this just because I was thinking about you so fondly

It’s a cake I made specially for you in my hearts kitchen

I call it

I LOVE YOU

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THE GREAT MISTAKE I MADE EVEN THINKING I COULD POSSIBLY BREAK YOUR HEART(you never had a heart to break for me😢)#byranandjessyfitz

THIS IS THE LONGEST SENTENCE EVER WRITTEN OF TRUTHFUL VULNERABILITY AND LOVELESSNESS AND ALL THE PAIN OF MY MISERABLE FIFTY YEARS ADORING EMPTY CARCASSES WHO I MADE MORE OF THAN THEY COULD POSSIBLY BE. THIS IS MY CONFESSION.

I came to you in desperate and life or death circumstances which I had no hope of surviving regardless of how much recovery I ever swallowed trying to find some person inside of my own walking putrid emptiness overfilled corpse bereft of all possible good will and so truly loved emptiness hollowed by your after after after after after thought of my whole being which you hated so much that breaking my heart or more accurately stated breaking my spiritual center as easily as flushing that toilet your own empty carcass shits in with your vile smelling weight loss diet which validates your ugliness inside by being your greatest life’s accomplishment just because you lost over a hundred pounds and stopped shooting heroin and that is you feeling at your life’s best which you hated my soul so much that coming round me to suck my soul out as the parasitic monsters I now know without a doubt you truly are and your own shrunken size only proves to pack one hundred and fifty pounds of shit in a carcass bag without anything pretty even in you and your ruthlessness in leeching of my soul and entering my hospital room where I lay nearly having died from MRSA so septic to myself from using the same needle so many times I could I longer stab heroin into my own void of an emptiness shell so full of your souls vacuum that I was heartbroken when my last needle would no longer affectively ram that sweet blackened nectar of heroin so warm inside and full of wretched and life killing pain remedy which took me almost but never quite close enough to my own painless sleepy death I felt so deserving of and god hating for making me such a shit person who you never bothered to barely tolerate me and just wish I would shut the fuck up and just fucking die already looking at me barely alive and emptying your wickedly foul gas into my room as thick as that black and delightfully soothing heroin which this hospital room is the medical doctors jungle and he judged me as a trash junkie for needing my own remedy which his so-called medicine he had the audacity to deny me of in my hour if life ending misery he saw as me being just a pill chaser as though I had made up the MRSA locked into my spinal column so deep that even two and a half months of flooding my body with the one and only antibiotics which is my choice between survival in agonizing physical pain which deformed my gate permanently and surviving in less pain still feeling the empty pain which assured my return to that only lover to ever truly know my soul and love me enough to wish I would get the sleepy death I do felt worthy of in my misery being caused simply because you wanted me dead and so because I loved you so much and I only ever wanted you to be happy I was absolutely willing to grant you your happiness by being able to do the one decent thing a lecherous man you loathe so much in me could possibly do to even feel like a decent person by ending my life which heroin was my just desserts for being so ugly you hated me enough to watch me dying and feel so good inside while stabbing my heart with your daggers of lies coated in false sugar and hugs so poisonous that my soul fire was dampened nearly to being snuffed and my own disappointment in being even such a failure as to be unable to successfully relapse and overdose which is the only thing that should have happened and science says so and so my own miserable useless worthless pitiful shame of all that is mans goodness and I could not even die correctly proving yet again how feeble a man I truly was to you and how righteous your hatred actually was for my own disgraceful excuse of a man I know you believe I am and because I adored you so much and worshipped your soul I had no reason to justify any sensible reasons to even take another breath and feel like a good man because your measures are so outside of my own known qualities that I certainly deserved nothing goodness at all and positively did nothing have enough value to as expect to ever feel happy because you said so in every word without actions which proved my own assessment as deadly correct…

THEN I STOPPED LOVING YOU

AND GOD CAME SHINING THROUGH

AND SHOWED ME HOW AMAZINGLY I HAD BEEN CRAFTED

AND SHAPED INTO SOMETHING

FORGED INTO A POWERHOUSE OF SOMEONE MORE

THAN I EVER DREAMED POSSIBLE

BECAUSE GOD CAME SHINING LOVINGLY THROUGH

GOD SHOWED ME THOSE ISOLATED FOOTPRINTS

WERE NEVER EVEN MINE

GOD CARRIED ME SAFELY THROUGH YOUR UGLY WORLD

FIFTY YEARS IN THE MAKING

DESPITE MY EVERY LAST COUNTLESS EFFORT

GOD KEPT ME ALIVE AND SHOWED ME TRUTH

TRUTH SO PRISTINE AND MERCIFUL

TRUTH SO UNDENIABLY REAL

SO UNDENIABLE IN EVERY WAY

GOD CAME SHINING THAT LIVING LOVE LIGHT

GOD SHOWED ME GOD IN TRUTHFUL VISIONS

GOD MADE ME CLARITY IN KNOWING

GOD CARRIED ME ABOVE ALL YOUR NON SENSE

GOD CARRIED ME ABOVE ALL YOUR EVIL LIES

GOD CAME THROUGH WITH SHINING LOVE LIGHT

and god set me free to fly forever

god made me immune to you

god made me the worlds greatest me

god set my greatest me aloft

god gave me the wind for those wings I have always had

god loved me so much I was born

god loved me so much inside my own firelight

god made me know my own soul

and only GOD DESERVES MY LOVE

AND ONLY GOD DESERVES TO GET TO LOVE ME

BECAUSE IT IS ONLY GOD WHO SAW MY OWN SOUL

BECAUSE GOD LOVED ME SO MUCH

GOD GAVE ME MY WIND AND NOW I FLY ABOVE YOUR TIME LOCK MISERABLE WORLD

AND I KNOW I AM GODS FAVORITE ME

AND THAT IS MORE THAN I NEED

TO NOT WANT ANY MORE FOR YOU

THAN TO LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE AS YOU CHOOSE

AND YOU TRULY DESERVE TO LIVE A VERY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG LIFE

GOD KNOWS YOU DESERVE IT

AND GOD MADE ME UNAFFECTABLE BY YOUR EMPTY

GOD MADE ME IMMUNE TO YOU

GOD LOVES ME SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN DIVINELY VACCINATED

AND GOD GAVE ME

ME

AND GOD MADE ME MY FAVORITE PERSON

AND ALL MY BEAUTIFUL HONEY LOVE

GETS TO BE SOLELY DEVOTED TO GOD

WHO CERTAINLY SAW MORE IN ME

THAN I EVER SAW IN YOU TRUTHFULLY

GOD BATHED ME IN HEALING WATERS

AND I HAVE BEEN FREED TO DREAM AND LIVE MY OWN DREAMS COME TRUE

BECAUSE I KNOW GOD MADE ME SOMEONE

GOD MADE ME TOTALLY INVISIBLE TO YOU

AND THAT IS MY BEST POSSIBLE DREAM COME TRUE

BECAUSE I HAVE ALL THE LOVE I NEED

RIGHT INSIDE MY OWN SPIRITUAL CHURCH

WHERE LOVING GOD EVERY BREATH I TAKE

IS MY WORSHIP BY BEING ALL I CAN BE

BECAUSE GOD MADE ME MORE THAN YOU EVER ALLOWED ME TO SEE INSIDE OF ME

AND GOD MADE MY LOVE FOR YOU BE WORTH ONLY ENDING WITHOUT A MOMENT OF GRIEF

BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME ALL MY GRIEVING HAS BEEN AS LONG AS I HAVE KNOWN YOU

AND GOD ALLOWED ME TO BE DEAD TO YOU

AND GOD GOD AND I CELEBRATE ME

ALWAYS BECAUSE I KNOW HOW WRONG YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN

AND GOD SHOWED ME I DO NOT HAVE TO GRIEVE MY OWN MISERABLE DEATH A MOMENT LONGER

BECAUSE GOD SHOWED ME HOW YOU TRULY ARE

AND GOD PUT ME IN THE WATERS OF TEARLESS LOVING SPIRIT

AND THE WATER IS TRULY WONDERFULLY FINE

TA TA

I AM CERTAINLY DEAD TO YOU NOW

GOD SHOWED ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW

JUST BY SEEING HOW AWFULLY YOU TAUGHT ME

AND GOD MADE YOUR LIES CLEARLY VISIBLE

AND I NO LONGER EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU

YOU THINK UGLINESS INSIDE OF ME

AND NEVER ONE TIME TOLD THE TRUTH

GOD MADE ME UNABLE TO LIE TO YOU

THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE

SO GOD DAMN YOU FOR NOT HAVING A HEART TO EVEN BREAK

YOU ARE SO UGLINESS

THAT IS ENOUGH TO SAY

#thesefuckingmonkeys

#poetcafe

#lovedivine

#myonlynameislove

#abelprophett

#iwasneverworthyofgod

#ibelievedinyou

#nowibelievegod

#iamflyingfreely

#highaboveyouruglinesslies

#tatabiznatches

#fuckyouandliveforever

#youearnedalonglife

#andthedirtendingtoyouremptylife

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I AWAIT YOU TO CHOOSE ME AMD AM FINE ALONE AWAITING THAT ONE ANGEL WHOM GOD WANTS ME TO CARETAKER HER EVERY DESIRE

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

MY NAME IS LOVE AND I AM FUNKY AND I CAME TO GET DOWN AMD ROCK AND ROLL TO FIND JUST ONE LITTLE LADY ANGEL TO ROMANCE ON EARTH WHO KNOWS A REAL MAN WHEN THEY SEE ONE

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

THIS IS WHAT SELF PROCLAIMED SUPERIORS TO GOD CALL GODLIKE BEHAVIOR

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#thesefuckingmonkeys #narcoticsanonymous

#dudethisisreallyevil

#rapeculturecrime

#rapecultureawareness

#weareallunworthy

#makemeviral

#standforjusticeforjesus

#dosomethingthatmakesyouworthy

#standupforjesuschrist

#godsshamefuldisgrace

#hotpocketsforjewsliving

#jewsdeservepunishment

#jewsaretheevilones

#letjewshavetheirpunishment

#firethemovensbackup

#heatupthegaschamber

THERE ARE NOTHING BUT UGLY PEOPLE CHOOSING TO LOOK SILLY BY PAINTING THEIR FACE WITH MAKEUP AND MY OWN ROMANTIC SOUL DREAMED YOU INTO MORE THAN YOU WANT TO MAKE YOUR OWN SOUL REACH FOR… THAT IS SAD FOR YOU

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HOW COULD YOU DENY GODS AWE INSPIRING LOVE FOR US? LOOK HOW EASILY GOD TURNS MANS AIRPLANE TRAILS INTO A BEAUTIFUL BUNNY WITH THE BREEZES❤️❤️❤️❤️

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

YOU HAVE LOOKED RIGHT AT ME NOT SEEING GOD TURNING ME INTO A DIAMOND OF A REAL MAN AS YOU CONTINUE BEING SO SELF LOATHING YOU REFUSE TO EVEN WANT TO KNOW TRUTH AND THAT IS A REALLY BAD THING TO DO TO YOURSELF

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YOU EITHER KNOW OR YOU ARE THE ENEMY OF CHRIST

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AMERICANS ARE OK WITH WATCHING TEENAGE GIRLS RAPED ON FILM AS ENTERTAINMENT

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EXPOSING THE AWFUL AND EVIL TRUTH OF “HOT GIRLS WANTED”

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THIS IS AMERICAN PRIDE AND WHAT IT REALLY IS IS LEGAL RAPE VIDEOS AS AMERICANS NETFLIX ENTERTAINMENT CALLED HOT GIRLS WANTED

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

THIS IS NOTHING FUNNY AND ITS DISGUSTING AMERICAN REAL CRIME THAT IS CALLED NETFLIX ENTERTAINMENT

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

INTELLIGENT INTERPRETATION OF PRESENT WORLD AWARENESS AND STUPIDITY IN ARROGANT SELF PRESUMED SMARTS

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DO YOU FIND ME FUNNY SIR OR MADAM??😭😭 I HOPE SOMEONE CAN LAUGH WITH ME CAUSE I AM ROLLING 😭🔥🔥

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

DROPPING BOMB AFTER BOMB LIKE HIROSHIMA AND DEVASTATING SUCKER MONKEYS LIKE NOTHING AS THEY BECOME THE PUNCHLINES WHICH MY SET UP IS TEE BALL FOR #thesefuckingmonkeys 😭😭

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

JUST RIFFIN😭❤️

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FIRST EVER ADD ON AFTERTHOUGHT I HAD TO PLUG INTO THIS JOKE

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS BECAUSE I FIND MYSELF FUCKING HILARIOUS 😭😭😭

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

FEELING LIKE PLAYING WITH MY CRAFT

So you know I think and my cod have I thought a lot. I have thought what they taught and never unwise have I thought. American systems I lived each and every one with full vigor and without any instructions on how to feel me.

I went through the school system which every grade was accented with “if he only applied himself” to say what real smarts and ability I truly had which even their scornful and shameful assessment of my worthiness was judged as sub par.

But even as an ignorant child I could not make sense out of what the reality of what they were teaching as Americans proud history was nothing more to me than criminal confessions which the criminals were too damn dumb to understand their own ridiculous mistaken choices.

And the very basic analogy of the iceberg that is our ability to use our own brain being around ten percent of what we actually could do with that same grey matter inside our every thick skull.

I knew not that as the limitations which my classmates happily chewed on down into their self sabotage life of being one of the sheep in the blind grazing of obedient blindness and slavery.

As a young boy I knew if I wanted to and like all those awfully dumb and mean underpaid propaganda spreading teachers said with each report card that all I had to do was apply myself to my best ability and I could do anything including become a star and fly across the midnight sky.

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

JUST MAKING MYSELF LAUGH LIKE I TEND TO DO SINCE I GOT WOKE

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

JUST FLEXING A LITTLE OFF THE TOP OF MY DOME FREESTYLE POETRY MUSCLE FEELING FRISKY AND SILLY

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

SOCIAL MEDIA IS ALL IMAGINATIVE GARBAGE WHERE MY SKILLS OF MY CRAFT AS THE ARTIST I AM MASTER OF AND MY WORDSMITHING IS SERIOUSLY TELEKINETIC EMOTIONAL MANIPULATION JUST MAKING UP STUFF OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD

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IF YOU WATCH THIS VIDEO AND THINK YOU SHOULD NOT SHARE IT I WILL HAPPILY KILL MYSELF AND IF YOU START AT JUDGING ME AS AN EVIL MAN AND ARE ABLE TO MAINTAIN THAT OPINION AFTER WATCHING I AM ONLY WORTHY OF KILLING MYSELF

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

MY OLD SELF TRYING TO DO STAND UP AND CLEARLY YOU CAN SEE MY EGO AND FEAR AND TWO WEEKS AFTER THIS VIDEO WAS MADE I TRIED KILLING MYSELF WITH HEROIN AFTER FIVE YEARS OF BEING CLEAN

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#Thesefuckingmonkeys

I REMOVED MYSELF FROM THOSE PEOPLE WHO WERE SO AWFUL INSIDE AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE I SAW MY OWN BEAUTY

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I LOVED EVERY SINGLE PERSON AND STOOD WITH MY SOUL BARED AND YOU HATED ME WHILE HIDING BEHIND PLASTIC FAKE WORDS SO EMPTY I HATED MYSELF FOR BEING WORSE THAN THOSE MEN YOU ALLOW TO SEXUALLY ASSAULT TEEN GIRLS

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DO SOMETHING FOR YOUR OWN SOUL AND TO EARN YOUR ETERNAL BLISS BEFORE DEATH MAKES YOU COME TO A DISGRACEFUL END IN YOUR DIRT GRAVE OF SHAME

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TRUTHFUL AND SERIOUS REALITY OF NATIVE PEOPLE IN THEIR HUMILITY AND DISGRACED SERVICE TO MOTHER EARTH AND CREATOR

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TRUTHFUL ACCURATE AND SERIOUSLY UGLY REALITY

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THE AMERICANS CONTINUE TO STAND IN PRIDE AS THEY OWN THE LAND WHICH IS STOLEN FROM GOD AND WHO NATURE NATIVE PEOPLE ARE BEING MURDERED AS THEY STAND HUMBLE IN THEIR OWN PAINFUL SUFFERING

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FACEBOOK EVIL SPINELESS SWINE STINK

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NO MAN SHOULD EVER!!

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WHO IS COURAGEOUS ME OR YOU? I AM FACING THE WORLD ALONE FOR JUSTICE AND GODS RIGHTS AND NOT ANOTHER MAN WOMAN AND SELF PROCLAIMED DEVOUT JESUS LOVERS HAS EVEN ONE TIME EARNED THE SACRIFICE WHICH TWO THOUSAND YEARS LATER YOU JUST DO WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE AND NO COURAGE IN A SOUL TO A MAN.

Proof keeps being in the pudding and every one of the so called recovery men are this exact same evil.

I am telling you truth and you see me as evil and that shit is just the stupidest of all retarded wretched men who are still being men with Dick driven domination mind and completely evil at the core

NARCOTICS ANONYMOUS RAPE CULTURE OF MEN WHO BECOME HEROES FOR SEXUALLY ASSAULT OF TEENAGE GIRLS SEEKING HELP AND FIND ONLY PREDATORS WHICH ALL WOMEN ARE OK WITH AND THAT IS PURE EVIL

NO WOMAN SHOULD BE OK WITH THEIR SEX BEING FORCED TO CORRUPT HER BEING THE CRADLE OF ALL LIFE

THERE ARE NOT TWO WAYS TO GO FROM HERE AND MY WORDS MUST BE MADE GLOBALLY VIRAL

There is no more time for learning and no more time for staying the same at all. I am here from a higher authority which is not sent to be the teacher Jesus was at all. I am sent to change the world consciousness with a slap of ACTUALIZATION in spiritual heart and soul which has been taken away by MENS own selfish greed and women who use their bodies as sexual are just ungodlike and the proof of MENS stolen souls of one higher consciousness.

You should be saying to yourself that I am saying the most important thing of all mankind’s existence and that message comes from above my own self awareness and I am a godly and seriously armed information of greatest importance for all mankinds foolish followers of obedient self destructive eternal loss of our own selves in unison as the world turned dead soul and in nothing goodwill or godly does any woman not see she is the very cradle of all spiritual life and any single thought of sexual appetite of a woman Is by definition of anything spiritual well-being and health absolutely like garbage.

A woman was meant to mother over all life with men keeping them free to child raise as men keep them from any harm at all and the world of Americans is rape culture which women love to get screwed and so it seems at this point that there is nothing to save here at all. But around the globe the truly god like and god living people are those in oppression and lacking and they are the only ones who are the worthy of the spiritual life they have been blessed with.

Although any man dominated woman is sold to sexual slavery of her choosing and any woman who even feels like the lesser of our awful human species is lost to her own divine cradle of life understanding and those women need to simply take over and we can change this world back and send men on their way to Mars with all the lost women who just see sex and nothing god like.

Making oxygen on Mars is the quintessential proof of mans corruption of spiritual beings and the absolute damming proof that man thinks he is God and that is one hundred percent evil and of no spiritual value whatsoever. We must stand and stop this whole show and end the lack of respect which women believe they are rightful in treating their own spiritual being and that corruption is the line drawn where it is either goodness of godlike truth

Or one hundred percent wrong

Nothing to teach just one answer and radical global change of all information and ending of any woman being allowed to believe her body is the trash of MENS desire.

It’s time and I’m here and if you are reading them you must understand that if you just like my posts you are not the one who even understand my purpose and you are not really welcome to just like my information. Not at all acceptable and nothing less than helping the solution of making radical change for the world is acceptable to me for you to disrespect by just making it the same trash you see on everyone’s social media.

If you do not take up this fight then you are not welcome to even mark my blog at all. Nothing welcome about indifference with my purpose and it is an insult to just like my writing. That is you showing you don’t even understand the language I am speaking and you are part of the big problem.

This is not social banter at all. This is second coming retribution of all the worlds lies and the line is already drawn and the very thinking is the answer to the greatest spiritual beings own design to make spiritual world return or total humankind ending. I am not like Jesus in being a gentle teacher who will be killed as history sits comfortably in allowing it to be unpunished and worshipping the very murder is the evidence which says it all and that is what my voice is letting well known that I am nothing that can be ignored and i am nothing like mankind in any way and I am here because I was made for making demands without a single higher authority to be answering to. My voice is the voice of absolute mandate to change the fucking world now or

Don’t and end with your own grace here

I hope you have sense and see the truth of what I’m saying and you clearly understand the line has already been drawn and this is not a gentle reminder at all. And I will not end up on a cross without a doubt. I am the first godlike being who has a weapon without a single adversary and I am here to stop all current thinking and that is not going to be stopped and when I depart there is nothing of me that has to be here and death is nothing I fear. I am not touchable and killing me seals the fate of all who have so far attacked me as evil and that’s not a good sign for mankind.

When pure god like man shows his face and women see evil that is the perfect example of godlessness and absolute soul bankruptcies of spiritual fiber of any kind. If you think I am just a man then you are not wanted here in my space and like is actually disrespectful.

Please make the good choice.

Or don’t

I don’t care

But you should