I cried
Thinking of you
So alone
Without a friend
Without your heart
Hollow inside
Suicidal vacuum
Isolated
Separate
Barely breathing
Loved empty and ugly inside
And all you needed was love
A friend
You have spent your life looking
Just for a friend
Who loved you
Not for anything more
Than just because of your spirit
Your amazingly beautiful spirit
The same spirit I saw meeting your eyes
The same spirit my spirit said
“OH, THERE YOU ARE “
“I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU
MY WHOLE LIFE❤️”
I FOLLOWED GOD TO YOU
FOLLOWING MY HEART
JUST NEEDING A HAIRCUT
INSTEAD I FOUND YOU
AND MY WHOLE WORLD
MY WHOLE LIFE
MY WHOLE EVERYTHING
CHANGED BECAUSE I SAW YOUR SOUL
AND DIDNT WANT TO OWN YOU
I JUST WANTED TO LOVE YOU
WITH ALL OF MY HEART
AND YOU TOOK CARE OF MY BROKEN HEART
YOU LET YOUR HANDS TOUCH ME
WITH YOU INCREDIBLE LOVING HEALING ENERGY
AND DID SO SELFLESSLY
DID JUST WHAT IS YOUR NATURAL SELF
AND I LEFT THAT DAY WITH HEALING WARMTH INSIDE
AND IT MADE ME OVERCOME
IT MADE ME STRONG ENOUGH
IT MADE ME KNOW I KNEW THE MOST AMAZING SOUL
AND I
DREAMED OF YOU IN SLEEP
BUT I ALSO DREAMED OF YOU
EVERY WAKING HOUR
NOT OF TAKING FROM YOU
NOTHING AT ALL SELFISH
I ONLY DREAM OF GIVING YOU
ALL THE LOVE THAT FLOWS FREELY THROUGH ME
FROM GOD WHO MADE ME
AND MADE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SPIRITUAL BODY
AND YOU ARE WHO GOD MADE ME FOR
FOR GIVING YOU ALL THE LOVE
YOU NEED TO
FLY AS THE STARS
FEELING SAFE
FEELING EMPTIED OF THE AWFUL LIES
FEELING JOYOUS
AND FULL OF LOVING SPIRIT
SO YOUR LIGHT
CAN SHINE BRIGHTLY
WHICH
OTHERS CAN SEE FROM
WHEREVER THEY ARE LOST
AND MY LOVE IS ALL I AM
AND MY LOVE IS ALL FOR YOU
AND MY SWORN OATH TO YOU
IS TO HELP YOU FLY
BY BEING THE LOVING WIND
THAT LIFTS YOU OFF THE DIRT ROADS
UP INTO THE SPIRITUAL PURITY
SO YOUR FIRE CAN WARM ALL
OF THE HOPELESS AND LOST
SOULS MIRED IN THE SWILL
WITH THE SWINE
AND WRETCHED PARASITES
YOUR LIGHT WILL SHINE
AS THE TORCH
OF LOVING BEAUTY OF FIRE
DIVINELY ORDAINED
TO HEAL EVERY SINGLE SOUL
WHO YOU CAN LAY YOUR HANDS ON
TO FLOW YOUR LOVE THROUGH THEM
AND HEAL THEM ENOUGH TO
SUCCEED AT BECOMING THEIR
TRUE SPIRITUAL BEINGS
WHOLE BECAUSE YOUR LOVE MENDED THEM
AS YOUR LOVE DID TO ME
AND I BECAME THE MOUNTAIN
AND LEFT MY ROCK IDENTITY BEHIND
JUST BECAUSE I WANTED A HAIRCUT
YOU MADE ME TAKE FLIGHT
AND I HAVE FLOWN TO YOU
TO HELP YOUR WINGS
CARRY YOU OUT OF THE WEIGHTED LIES INSIDE
AND UP HIGH ENOUGH FOR THE WORLD
TO SEE
WITHOUT YOUR LIGHT
I WOULD STILL BE IN THE DARK
AND MY LITTLE LIGHT IS WHEREVER YOU WANT ME TO BE
SO MY LIGHT WILL LIFT YOU INTO THE SUNS RAYS
SO YOU CAN LEAVE THE GRAVE BEHIND
WHICH LOVERS MADE YOU HAVE TO DIG
AND CLIMB INTO HOPING TO DIE
BECAUSE YOU FELT UGLY INSIDE
BECAUSE MEN TREATED YOU AS A BODY
WHEN YOUR BODY IS NOT YOU
YOUR SOUL IS YOU
AND IT MAKES YOUR BODY
THE
MOST
BEAUTIFUL
BODY
I HAVE
EVER
SEEN
❤️❤️
🤟🏻🤟🏻
I LOVE
ADORE
ADMIRE
CRAVE
DESIRE
LONG
HUNGER
WANT
NEED
DREAM
FANTASIZE
WISH FOR
HOPE FOR
WILL DIE FOR
AND FIGHT FOR
WITHOUT FEAR
OR ADVERSARY
BECAUSE YOU ARE
MAGICAL
WHIMSICAL
DELIGHTFUL
AND YES, BEAUTIFUL
I AM YOURS
FRIEND
WITHOUT LIMITS
WITHOUT RESERVATIONS
WITHOUT DOUBT
WITHOUT CHOICE
WITHOUT WANTING TO TAKE ANYTHING FROM YOU
WITH WANTING TO GIVE YOU ALL I HAVE INSIDE OF MY BEING
ALL THE LOVE OF GOD
IN MY VESSEL
WITH MY HEALING HANDS
I WANT ONLY TO MAKE YOU RAPTUROUS
GLORIOUS
SPIRITUAL WELL-BEING
AND I KNOW I MAY NEVER LAY MY LOVING HANDS ON YOUR PHYSICAL BODY
I WILL ALWAYS WISH I COULD
BUT WILL NEVER WISH TO BE ONLY
YOUR ONLY
JUST ONE OF YOUR TRUEST LOVERS
IN THIS BODY WHICH YOU SET FREE
SET ME RIGHT ON THE PATH
THAT LED ME TO EXISTENTIAL SPIRITUAL HEALING
WELL-BEING
AND MY ROAD LEAD ME STRAIGHT
BACK
TO
YOUR SIDE
AND I WILL NEVER BE FURTHER AWAY
THAN A HEART BEAT
INSIDE YOUR CHEST
I WILL REST PEACEFULLY IN THE SPACES IN BETWEEN YOUR HEARTBEAT
AND LOVE YOU WITH EACH BEAT
AND NEVER ONCE WILL I
SELFISHLY
TAKE FROM YOU
FOR ME
NOT I MY BELOVED
NOT I
I AM
WHO YOU HELPED
BECOME THIS BEING
AND I NEVER WILL NEED TO TOUCH YOUR BODY
FOR YOU TO FEEL MY LOVE
AND IF YOU CHOOSE TO WANT ME
TO LAY MY MANLY HANDS UPON YOU
I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE
WITH MY ROMANCE
AND PASSION
AND DESIRES
WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING
EXCEPT TO GIVE YOU PLEASURE
RAPTURE
ELATING
CONSUMING
FIRE BURNING
MY FIRE INSIDE YOUR BODY
WITHOUT MY OWN NEEDS BEING A CONCERN
AND PARADISE IS WHERE I WILL
TAKE YOUR BODY
WHILE MY BODY WRAPS YOURS
SKIN TO SKIN
WITHOUT ANYTHING BETWEEN OUR BODIES
AND WITH ALL OF MY BEINGS LOVE
GIVING YOU WHAT YOU NEVER KNEW
WAS POSSIBLE
AND THAT IS HOW LIFE WILL FEEL
EVERY MOMENT
AND THE MOMENTS WE MIGHT SHARE IN NAKED CONTACT
WILL BE NOTHING LESS THAN
RHAPSODY
MELODIES
OF YOUR SPIRITUAL BEING
WHICH MY LOVING WANTS ONLY
TO MAKE YOUR SPIRIT SING
SONGS OF LOVE YOU WRITE
WITH ME ONLY BEING YOUR MUSE
YOUR LOVING FRIEND
WHO WILL NEVER NEED TO TOUCH YOU
TO LOVE YOU WITH FIERY
PASSIONATE
LOVE
BECAUSE YOUR SPIRIT
IS WHO I AM IN LOVE WITH
AND YOUR BODY IS YOURS TO CHOOSE WHO YOU ALLOW TOUCHING YOU
AND IF ANYONE EVER HURTS YOU
WHO YOU LET INSIDE
THEN I AM HERE ALWAYS
TO STAND UP FOR YOU
AND MAKE SURE NOBODY
HURTS YOU TWICE
BECAUSE I AM FULLY
COMPLETELY
EXISTENTIALLY
WHOLE HEARTEDLY
MADLY
TRULY
IN LOVE WITH YOUR
SOUL
LOVE IS LONG DEAD 